Another World Peace Creator Magician

I rest in the open field, I erase the magic I cast before, high-level magic sure draining my energy, but I can't stop here, I need to be stronger and keep training, the wind blew slowly and makes the grass look like it's dancing, the wind really relaxing, I tried to close my eyes and enjoy this feeling, this peaceful feeling until suddenly my head hurts, everything went black and I'm floating in the same place I heard that God's voice before but this time I can freely move my body, but I'm still a bit exhausted so I'm just letting my body floating wherever it wants.

"Yo.. how's your day"

That voice again, but this time I don't know why it seems that this God is trying to be friendly with me or something, I'm not trembling this time, no intimidating feeling this time, so I decided to have a little chat with him.

"We meet again, the third time now huh"

I'm trying to fix my standing figure but I'm still floating, it's not comfortable at all.

"I want to ask this first, can you make at least like a floor I can step on?"

I'm not feeling comfortable at all floating here in a dimension where there's nothing but darkness, everything is just black, but for some reason, I can still see my body clearly.

I can feel something below my feet, and step on a bit and realize i actually able stand on, it looks like this God guy is actually the one who made this dimension, he seems to able to manipulate anything in this place, well if he's a God, of course, he can.

"It's a third time for you huh, hahaha"

This guy suddenly laughing out of nowhere, of course, it's a third time I got sent here, I still remember the time he even haunted me in the middle of my sleep.

"So what you want this time"

I can't think of his purpose of calling me here, last time he did he just sent me here because he got lonely, I was like "What kind of God are you" and he just burst to laughter right after that and I woke up.

"Well you don't remember your first time here, I understand that because I'm the reason why you don't remember though, hahaha"

What is this guy talking about, the first time? isn't it when I fainted after trying to save Merlin? I use high-level spell magic suddenly without preparations and got sent here.

"I just want to give you a hint about your duty, just relax"

Duty? that nonsense peace thing? I don't even understand what's he talking about when I first hear it, what peace he's been spouting all this time.

"What's precious to you is gone for the exchange of the world's peace. What's close to you become your enemy. You will be an enemy yet a hero for your people"

And that's his last words and I suddenly wake up from my sleep, I'm still in the middle of the meadow.

I'm just resting and this God guy keeps annoying me by calling me to that weird place, what is that place actually.

I stood up and walk back to my house, I want to sit somewhere near my house.

The cold breeze suddenly turns into something terrifying, I can feel a dangerous aura coming from somewhere from the forest.

I can feel my body's hair shivering a bit, this aura really makes me uncomfortable, I sharpen my senses and see a bunch of crows flying above the forest, just what id happening right now.

I tried to calm myself down and ignore this uncomfortable feeling.

I sit on the bench in the backyard and try to close my eyes.

I try to clear my head and focus on controlling my soul power to calm myself down.

I'm worried something bad is happening in the forest right now, the amount of magical beast that increase is already a thing, how if there's a really dangerous beast there that might attack this village soon?

I can't stop worrying, I went to the kitchen and drink a glass of water to clear my head, I clenched my fist and hit the table, I'm so ashamed of how weak I am right now.

I have a book where I can learn a high spell level magic with me, but I can't use the high-level magic continuously because I can't endure the side effects yet, my soul power also still weak, I really really ashamed, I need to train harder.