I AM A MAGE BUT WITH MILF SYSTEM

Chapter 691: Conversation with Kraven’s mother - II

"You’ve never spoken like this before," she said.

"I know."

"The Kraven who left this family—" She stopped. Started again more carefully. "You didn’t think this way. You didn’t think about consequences and costs and what lessons other people were learning from your behavior. You acted and you expected the world to accommodate it."

Julian said nothing.

"What happened to you in Ezakael," she said.

It was the same question Vanessa had asked, in different words, from a different angle. Julian had been expecting it and had prepared a version of the same answer.

"I had a great deal of time to think," he said. "And very few distractions that mattered."

Olivia looked at him steadily. "That’s not an answer."

"It’s an honest part of one," he said.

She was quiet for a moment, and in the silence she was trying to compare two versions of the same person and finding the comparison genuinely difficult.

"You’re going to make this harder," she said finally. "Whatever your father is trying to manage with Liam — you’re going to make it harder."

"Possibly," Julian said.

"That doesn’t concern you?"

"It concerns me," he said. "But it doesn’t change what I did or whether it was right."

"Whether it was right," she repeated, with a faint quality in her voice that wasn’t quite disbelief but was closer to it. "A man is dead, Kraven."

"A man who chose his words in the main corridor of this castle while looking at the son of the family he was disrespecting," Julian said. "He made a calculation. The calculation was wrong."

Olivia looked at him for a long moment.

Then she moved, not toward the door but toward the chair on the other side of the small table from Julian, and she sat. The decision to sit was its own statement — the open door was still open, the exit still available, and she had chosen not to use it.

Julian noted this and said nothing.

"Your father is going to fight with you about this for days," she said.

"I know."

"And Liam will use it."

"He’ll try," Julian said. "He would have found something else if this hadn’t happened. Men who are building what Liam is building don’t wait for excuses. They manufacture them when necessary."

Olivia absorbed this.

"You know about what Liam has been doing," she said carefully.

"I know enough."

She looked at the window and for a moment the composed exterior she had maintained throughout the conversation seemed to fade before she forced it back in.

"This family..." she said, to no one in particular.

Julian watched her and said nothing.

She turned back to him. "You should have walked past it. I’m telling you this not because it doesn’t matter what he said. But because you cannot protect anyone if Liam uses this to remove you from the board."

Julian smiled. The conversation was now diving into the deeper territory.

"He can’t simply do that," he said. "Remove me from the board. If it were that straightforward, he would have done it before I came back. Before father went to get me." He paused, letting that sit for a moment. "Liam is building something and that cannot have any reckless move. He knows that."

Olivia looked at him intently. "You’re more confident than the situation warrants."

"Perhaps," Julian said. "Or the situation warrants more confidence than you’ve been allowing yourself to feel."

She didn’t answer that immediately.

Julian let the silence linger, then added with a soft, intimate voice that was devoid of any hint of calculation from before:

"Besides — if the cost of not enduring some low servant speak about you that way is being removed from this board entirely, I would pay it without hesitation."

The room went quiet.

The words landed differently from everything else in the conversation and both of them were aware of that. He could see her processing them.

She was trying to determine what he meant.

Whether it was something simple and easy to understand—a son who had grown up and found some version of protectiveness for the woman who had raised him. Or whether it was something he had said without really thinking, the kind of words that slip out before the mind can catch them.

Or perhaps it was something else entirely. Something that lived in the history of this family and the memories Julian had inherited along with Kraven’s body.

He watched her work through all of it behind her composed features and said nothing to make it easier.

Finally, as if gathering her courage, she asked: "Have you truly changed."

Julian held her gaze and let the question hang for few more seconds before he answered.

"What do you think?"

Her eyes moved over his face, reading him.

"I think," she said slowly, "that the person who left this family would not have asked me that question."

"No," Julian agreed. "He wouldn’t have."

"He wouldn’t have wanted the answer," she continued. "He wouldn’t have been interested in what I thought. Not about him." She paused. "Not about anything, really."

Julian said nothing.

"The Kraven I knew," she said, her voice careful and even, "was a person who moved through this world as though nothing mattered. Who looked at everyone around him — including me — as though we were things to be used or discarded depending on the day and his mood." She looked at him directly. "I spent years afraid of your moods."

"I know," Julian said.

She blinked. The admission from Julian landed differently than she had expected. He could see her adjusting.

"And now," she said.

"And now I’m not that," Julian said. "I can’t explain the full distance between then and now in a way that would satisfy you. But the person who frightened you is not the person sitting in this room."

Olivia looked at him for a long time.

The candlelight in the room was doing what candlelight did in the evening — softening edges, making distances feel smaller and creating a warm yet intimate atmosphere that neither of them were ever going to acknowledge.