I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

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date="2020-12-28"

title="Chapter 47: Don't Go "

weight="113859"

series = ["I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love"]

mode = "manual"

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"What's the matter with you all this time? Is there really no problem with your body?"

Old man Lu sat on the sofa with a serious face, but the expression in his grandson's eyes couldn't hide his concern.

Lu Zhenduan sat opposite, with a pale expression: "Sorry, grandpa, it's all right."

"Naughty!" Old man Lu exclaimed, and stomped the pear wood crutch in his hand. "Is there anything you can judge? It should be checked by a doctor!"

Sitting on the side, Lu Linyuan hurriedly came out and said, "Dad, don't worry-Azhen is already this old, and he knows everything about himself."

Elder Lu also cares but chaos. Lu Zhen has been excellent since he was young, and he has fully met his expectations and requirements for future heirs in all aspects. He has also been calm and mature, but this time he didn't know what was wrong. He was in a bad state for many days.

Lu Zhen sat quietly opposite.

From this angle, he was carrying the light, his cheeks were blurred in a shadow, and his expression was not clear. The clean black hair of the teenager is a bit longer, and a few strands of broken hair fall between his eyebrows, looking messy and random.

It was still the cold and expensive young master of the Lu family, but the old man looked at him, not knowing why he always felt that his grandson was different.

Lu Linyuan explained several sentences for him beside him, and Grandpa Lu finally snorted, "Really all right?"

Lu Zhen lifted his head slightly and chuckled, "It's okay, Grandpa."

...He will not let anything "have something" anymore.

Lu Linyuan coaxed the old man back to the room, then returned to the living room and patted Lu Zhen on the shoulder jokingly: "You kid, this time in such a big battle, people who don't know think you are broken in love."

Lu Zhen lifted his head slightly, Ya Hei's pupils were calm, staying on Lu Linyuan's gentle smiling face for two seconds, and then moved away.

He lifted his lips and smiled silently: "How come."

Foreseeing the trajectory of the second half of his life in advance, even if the pain makes him heart-stirring, it is not entirely unprofitable.

... At least 17 years old, he finally saw the hearts of the people.

Lu Zhen took on his own faults in his previous life and the torture of the truth, but at the same time he also took over the experience, skills, knowledge...everything of his previous life.

The lesson learned in Lu Linyuan's smile, he will personally come back in this life.

And his most important person will never let him touch another point.

Lu Linyuan laughed teasingly: "What else can you say to me? You can make children of your age like this, 80% of them are love issues."

Lu Zhen lowered his eyelashes slightly without making a sound.

Lu Linyuan continued: "Let me guess...Is it the girl I have met several times? Don't say, that must be your school flower, it's really beautiful."

Lu Zhen suddenly smiled, and the smile widened on his lips, making Lu Linyuan feel a little hairy in his heart.

"Uncle, why didn't I know before, your imagination is so good."

He hadn't realized in his previous life that Lu Linyuan had set his sights on Chu Yin so early.

Lu Linyuan raised his eyebrows, and then said with a smile: "It's not because I care about you, so I am aware of it."

Lu Zhen curled his lips and nodded: "But you guessed wrong—Chu Yin, he looks pretty good, but I'm not interested."

Lu Linyuan's heart jumped, and his eyes squinted without a trace: "Oh? How come."

Lu Zhen's heart rolled over a bit of soreness, and then leaned back, his tone indifferent: "If you like it, you are free."

Lu Linyuan was stunned for a second before he came back to his senses, haha smiled: "You made a joke on me? How old are you guys to treat your uncle as a beast?"

Lu Zhen also smiled cooperatively.

Deep black eyelashes cover the cold pupils, and they are filled with cold sarcasm.

After laughing for a moment, Lu Zhen raised his eyes and said lightly: "These are all trivial things-uncle, let's talk about the land in the south of Liaocheng."

Lu Linyuan slowly smiled and said, "Oh, good."

Since Chu Yin met Lu Zhen that morning, the dog man hadn't reappeared for a long time.

He probably still went to school, but he didn't squeeze in front of her anymore. It took about ten and a half months for the two to meet each other by chance.

saw it, touched eyes, and then left.

All the communication between them in this life was originally maintained unilaterally by Lu Zhen. After being cut off by him now, Lu Zhen really seemed to have quietly exited from her life.

Chu Yin was skeptical at first. After all, the memory of the previous life is too deep, if the dog man really changes sex, it is a bit suspicious.

But she waited and watched for many days and read a few pages of the script. She couldn't find an event that could explain Lu Zhen's behavior. In the end, she had to boil down-maybe the dog man wanted to open it.

If there is no obsession, then Lu Zhen in this life may really not be like that again.

But... Chu Yin inexplicably cared about Lu Zhen's tears that morning.

Although it was just a flash, she still saw it clearly.

His look at that time didn't seem to give up, it was more like... some kind of defeated despair.

This kind of emotion appeared in the spirited young master, and it was simply abnormal. It makes people look...not very comfortable.

Chu Yin walked away for a while, then pulled his mind back and continued to look at the exercises in front of him. After doing two more dishes, she was still a little distracted, so she simply put down the pen and took the cup to catch the water.

Walking out holding the cup, many students in the corridor came up to greet her.

Now Chu Yin has gradually adapted to his position in the school, and has been able to spoil the over-enthusiastic students. After all, in this world of fiction, everyone's exaggeration is not incomprehensible.

After the city’s joint entrance examination, the name of Chu Yin’s learning god resounded throughout the city. Not only in Huiwen and No.1 Middle School, schools in the city have observed her full score in mathematics, and beat the second place Chang Jinggeng by 9 points. The magnificent military exploits that made him wipe the school gate for a month.

——Sa is just one word!

And this battle Chu Yin has also completely won the honor for Huiwen, and now he has become a baby seedling in the hearts of school leaders who need to focus on protection-after all, they have already inquired in advance, Chu Yin has no plans to go abroad, but is preparing to take the college entrance examination!

This result, the provincial champion in the college entrance examination can fight for it, definitely take good care of it!

Even the teachers who are now in the third year of high school are required to be patient as long as Chu Yin is in need! careful! Attentive! Give her an answer, never perfunctory!

As a result, as soon as Chu Yin went to the office now, three or four teachers could even discuss the topic she asked.

...Is also quite an exaggeration.

"Sister Yin, I happen to have to pick up water too, do you want me to pick it up for you?" someone asked in the corridor.

Then immediately there were several voices: "Me too!"

"I'll pick it up for you!"

Chu Yin: "No thanks...!"

She hurriedly speeded up her pace, turned the corner, and suddenly saw Lu Zhen, who had not been seen for a long time.

He seems to have grown a bit taller, the facial features under the arch of his eyebrows are deeper, and his temperament seems to be darker. He was standing with Song Zhaolin, lowered his head and said something.

Chu Yin paused, then changed directions, planning to go around silently.

Song Zhaolin just raised his eyes and howled happily: "Ah, Sister Yin!"

Lu Zhen raised his eyes instantly.

Not far away, the girl shrank her shoulders slightly, in a pose that she wanted to slip away.

A smile oozes from the bottom of Lu Zhen's eyes, and then he is quickly submerged in the dark pupils, his mouth is suffering.

The little girl in this life is so outstanding. No one will ignore her, and no one will look down on her. She really doesn't need him.

That day, Lu Zhen recalled the events of his previous life for the first time. He was 27 years old and told him to die in a dream.

He finally understood the meaning later.

When he died, Chu Yin was happy. She can have nothing to do with him, and...no longer need to bear any weight because of his love.

So he stood outside Chu Yin's house until dawn, looked at her for the last time, and then asked himself not to disrupt her life shamelessly.

She was clean and ignorant all her life. don't remember her being trapped by his side, the days and nights she used to make trouble for freedom, or her hatred and anger.

——So Lu Zhen did not have a chance to explain.

Those absurd world rules, he couldn't speak, and no one could believe them.

God gave him a whole life again, but he wanted him to remember, he wanted him to repent, he was tortured alone, and she used silence to protect her innocent and worry-free life. This is his punishment.

Lu Zhen knew he should be more conscious.

...But he is like a waste after all, it is difficult to control himself.

Obviously, don't need to come to school anymore, but can't help but walk in again and again.

Even if you can't get close, you may meet by chance.

Perhaps in the corridor, on the playground, in an unknown corner, he saw her.

Song Zhaolin has come over and said with a smile: "Sister Yin, haven't you seen us?"

Chu Yin: "..."

She turned around helplessly and saw Lu Zhen standing a few steps away. His eyes met her indifferently, and then turned away carelessly, like a stranger.

Chu Yin was suddenly relieved, and slowly took off his tight shoulders--since Lu Zhen had let go, she didn't need to do that.

She nodded generously towards Song Zhaolin: "Just saw it."

Song Zhaolin was startled: "What! We are two handsome guys standing here, you didn't see it at first sight!"

"No," Chu Yin waved him away, "Get out of the way, I'm going to get water."

"Oh." Song Zhaolin obediently moved away.

Lu Zhen didn't speak from beginning to end, his fingers trembling in his trouser pocket.

A few seconds of contact is enough for him to remember for many days.

Song Zhaolin turned his head and saw Lu Zhen's eyes flushed, and said in surprise: "Brother Zhen, have you still slept well recently?"

Lu Zhen let out a low "Ah". Suddenly wanted to smoke.

"Don't be too busy, you are still under adulthood. Why do you take over the family so early?" Song Zhaolin murmured, "The old man is still so healthy, don't you still have such a capable uncle on top? Don't let yourself be so tired!"

Lu Zhen smiled lightly. Song Zhaolin has not changed.

After listening to his nagging, he suddenly asked: "Song Yanchuan has been busy recently?"

Song Zhaolin: "Yes! I'm so busy, I don't know how big our family is!"

Lu Zhen looked at his innocent face, and after a while suddenly raised his hand and patted Song Zhaolin on the shoulder.

He was caught between his brother and his brother, forced to make a choice in his last life. In the end, Song Zhaolin would rather not have anything, and never apologized to him from beginning to end, Lu Zhen remembered.

"This time I won't make you a dilemma again." Lu Zhen said softly.

Song Zhaolin blinked a pair of big innocent eyes.

What? What's the dilemma?

Life seemed to calm down.

Chu Yin attends classes, studies, and receives tutoring every day, and continues to study after school, and raises himself.

Without using the shark man, life became very simple after pulling Lu Zhen's line out.

That day, Chu Yin came home from school and met Chu's father and Chu's mother who had been busy recently.

This time they couldn't even wait to go back to the room, so they started talking directly in the living room-it was still a "New Town" project.

It has been a while since heard about this last time. It seems that the marriage between the Chen family and the Chu family did not redeem the incident. Father Chu's expression was obviously anxious, and Chu Qiuqiu sat aside, his expression even more broken.

Chu Shi saw Chu Yin entering the door, grabbed her wrist, and led her upstairs: "Yin Yin will go back to the room first, and I will call you later for dinner."

Chu Yin nodded: "...oh."

Before closing the door, she vaguely heard Chu Qiuqiu yelling: "I can't hold my head up in front of everyone by doing this!"

Father Chu's voice was even more anxious: "What else can I do!" "The Chen family is going to stop cooperating now!" "...The Chu family is over!"

Chu Yin suddenly realized that while silently--

The timeline has been advanced.

The bankruptcy that would have occurred more than a year later is now in sight.

What caused the timeline to change? Did something happen in the plot that she didn't know?

Is it related to the previous special fluctuations? ...

Chu Yin is not afraid of the Chu family going bankrupt. She has saved some money with various bonuses and living expenses from the Chu family, enough for a basic living. For her, this home was originally just a residence.

If she is worried that her brother will be affected, she can still use her authority to protect him comprehensively—As for the parents and her fake sister, Chu Yin will not care about them.

It's just that Chu Yin thought of another thing.

... It seems that the bankruptcy of the Chu Family has nothing to do with Lu Zhen.

So... will the plots after the bankruptcy of the previous life never happen again?

Chu Yin thought for a while, and it seemed that it was time to leave the house.

The one-month period for the betting contract finally ended.

During this period, Chang Jinggeng was about to wipe the iron skin bald on the big iron gate where Chang Jinggen kept coming to wipe the post.

For a while it became a great talk in the post.

People often ask him: "How can you be so convinced?"

Chang Jinggeng was ashamed and furious.

——He doesn't want to wipe it at all! But every day when school is over, my hands do not consciously lift the bucket, take the rag, and my feet do not obey!

What can be wiped off this door? ! After wiping for a month, there was not even a single dust, and it was as clean as new!

But no one knew Chang Jinggeng's psychological condition. The students of the two schools were awed by it, thinking that although Chang Jinggeng lost to Chu Yin in grades, he still proved himself in personality!

When Chu Yin was over from school, he just saw him put away the rags. When Chang Jinggeng saw her, he was even more embarrassed.

"I have wiped it for a month!" he growled.

Chu Yin: "? Do you mean you want to come for another month?"

Chang Jinggeng shut up.

Everyone knows the gambling agreement of the two college tyrants. Now the two have finally appeared in the same frame, and there were a lot of people watching in Huiwen and Yizhong.

Chang Jinggeng replied: "I did make a mistake on the mathematics paper. I recognize your opponent."

Chu Yin looked indifferent: "Whatever."

Chang Jinggeng wanted to say something. Suddenly there was a noise from one direction. Someone yelled, "God Geng first let me!", and then pushed a boy out of the crowd.

"Classmate Chu Yin, Wei Heming has something to say to you!"

"Hahahaha very important words!"

A bunch of people came in, as if to cheer up the boy.

Looking at this posture, high school students all understand-come to confess.

Wei Heming is a senior in a high school and a high school. He is tall, thin and white, with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose and looks very gentle.

"Sister Chu Yin, I..."

He always looked from a distance before, and this was the first time he stood in front of Chu Yin. Glancing at her black eyes, he felt that his heart was beating too fast.

"I'm Wei Heming from the first high school and junior high school. Now I have signed a Q big. I...I just want to tell you that I have always liked you very much. I have followed you since you came to participate in the English speech contest in the first high school... …"

At the school gate, the crowd was surging.

The handsome and gentle and outstanding seniors stopped the outstanding and beautiful students from the opposite middle school.

Everyone is booing.

Song Zhaolin tiptoed to the center of the crowd and looked at the crowd: "Oh! I can't see it! What are you talking about! The fucking guy is handsome! Did Sister Yin agree?!"

He was so anxious that he couldn't help but turn around and said: "Look at it! I'm so anxious!"

Lu Zhen stood a few meters away and pressed his lips tightly.

Because of the force, the corners of the lips are a little white.

He exhausted his life's self-control, so that he didn't charge up and kicked the man away.

He even wanted to beat him violently.

Lu Zhen almost sincerely hoped that Chu Yin only likes to study, and has no intention of falling in love.

Then he can lie to himself for a few years, and wait for him to handle everything, if she is still alone... then he can come to her and ask for another chance.

But she is so good, she would like it as a man.

The girl he hugged tightly does not belong to him, she has the right to choose.

She can like...others.

Lu Zhen's finger touched the lighter in his trouser pocket, as if he had been burned, shaking slightly.

A knife hung above the heart, and the handle was in Chu Yin's hand.

don’t know how long it took, there was a noise among the noisy human voices——

Song Zhaolin's surprised voice was caught in it: "Fuck! What did the man say! Sister Yin actually left with him?!"

——Leave with him.

The sharp knife fell violently, cutting through the flesh.

Lu Zhen closed his eyes exhaustedly.

Let's go.

...

The scandal between Chu Yin and the big guy next door quickly spread throughout the school.

Wei Heming, an early signing of Q University of Science, is low-key, looks good, and seems to have no shortcomings.

The students of Huiwen said with tears that although they did not want to agree to this marriage, it did seem to be a good choice.

Chu Yin himself was stunned after learning of the rumors-school was over that day because Wei Heming said that he had a stack of intensive mathematical knowledge frameworks that he could give to her, and Chu Yin followed him.

How come they are spreading to the point of getting married? ?

Imagination really has wings.

However, she has made it very clear to Wei Heming herself that she just wants to study hard and pass the college entrance examination, and currently has no plans to fall in love. Wei Heming respected the girl and didn't force it, but said he would wait for her.

This kind of thing was very personal at first, and Chu Yin couldn't clarify it to others with the loudspeaker.

After a few days like this, no one would take the initiative to ask her, but often met some classmates who looked like their daughter was married.

Very ashamed.

In the evening for self-study, Chu Yin went to the office to ask the teacher questions, and several teachers came around to inquire about Wei Heming.

"No, really not, don't listen to that."

The teachers happily said: "We are not old-fashioned! It's nothing, the kid is really good! Now it is indeed delayed, you can continue after college!"

"No need...!"

Chu Yin walked out of the classroom with his shoulders collapsed and sighed.

Wei Heming is pretty good, but she really has no interest in such a boy who is too good and too standard.

Chu Yin walked in the corridor for a while, and when he looked up, he suddenly saw Lu Zhen standing opposite.

don't know why, his eyes are very dark at this time.

When saw her this time, eyes stayed for a few seconds before slowly moving away.

Chu Yin paused for a second, and did not intend to say hello.

Think about it, Lu Zhen didn't have any reaction to this raging scandal, and it seemed that he really let it go.

Chu Yin turned around and went upstairs from the empty stairwell.

Unexpectedly, she just walked one floor, and suddenly, there was a "pop"--

The school was out of power. Caught off guard.

There was no window in the stairwell, and the whole world suddenly fell into darkness.

Chu Yin stood on the stairs, his whole body stiffened instantly, and the hand holding the notebook squeezed tightly.

She is afraid of the dark. was afraid since was a child.

No one will pay attention to such a small problem, and she will not mention it hypocritically. Probably no one in this world knew that she was so afraid that she would even faint.

She was standing in a semi-enclosed position. The darkness fell sharply, and a sense of dizziness suddenly struck. Chu Yin's whole body was trembling and shaking, and began to falter.

In the darkness, anxious footsteps came downstairs.

Then there was the sound of someone falling down and hitting the wall.

Chu Yin had no time to take care of others. He was dizzy and leaned back while leaning on the armrest.

——But she did not fall.

But fell heavily into a person's arms.

In the darkness, the person's body temperature came over, habitually squeezing her ear bones with his palm, and then stroked the back of her head, gently rubbing.

"Don't be afraid." Lu Zhen's voice was hoarse.

Chu Yin's ringing in his ears was so severe that he couldn't hear the sound at all, and his head buzzed, just instinctively grabbing the corner of other people's clothes.

"...Don't go either." Lu Zhen breathed hot.

You are afraid of dark and insects. If you eat cold, you will have dysmenorrhea, and if you eat anxiously, you will have stomach upset. like sweet ones, hate sour ones, like small florals, and like rivets.

"He doesn't even know... but I know."

Deep and hoarse, broken into silence.