I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

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date="2020-12-28"

title="Chapter 52 "

weight="113864"

series = ["I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love"]

mode = "manual"

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Lu Zhen stared at the candy, forgetting to retract his hand, and was stunned for several seconds.

"For... mine?"

He had just suffered a period of painful torment. At this time, his voice was low and hoarse, and it sounded sickly weak...and a hint of unbelievable.

Chu Yin actually felt embarrassed—after all, it was just a cheap and inferior mint, or she didn't know where to grab it. The pampered young master estimated that she had never received such a thing in her life.

……cut.

Chu Yin raised his hand again, planning to take the sugar back: "Don't forget it."

Lu Zhen finally reacted. Before she snatched it back, she immediately folded her palms and held the mint, and then put her fist behind her back.

"Give it to me, it's mine," the boy said.

Chu Yin stared at him with black and bright peach blossom eyes, thinking that Lu Zhen was like a capricious and naive child.

…Well, after all, dog men in this life are still young, and they are not dogs. She is not as knowledgeable as him as an adult.

She was more concerned about what Lu Zhen didn't finish just now.

"So? What are you going to say," Chu Yin raised his eyes, looked at the person in front of him, and asked, "...actually what?"

After all these years of getting along, Chu Yin knew him well. Just now, she clearly realized that what Lu Zhen wanted to say was not ordinary.

Unlike the way he was when he confessed, there was no expectation, heartbeat, or anything else in his dark eyes... that belonged to a young person's spirit, but... made her feel very familiar.

Lu Zhen had seen her like this many times in his previous life.

He wanted to talk and stopped, it seemed that there was a lot of thoughts hidden, but he would not speak to her. Chu Yin had not been able to read Lu Zhen's slightly sad eyes in his short life, and later he didn't want to care at all.

But now, 17-year-old Lu Zhen also showed such a look.

The desire to explore in her heart came out again.

So? what do you want to say in the end?

Lu Zhen's jaw tightened for a moment, and then his thick black eyelashes gently dropped: "Sorry."

Chu Yin was a little disappointed, and snorted coldly, "Do you know that you will be beaten to death in the middle of the story."

Anyway, the true character has long been exposed, and there is no need to perform it again. Chu Yin cursed Lu Zhen face to face like this, and there was a long-lost feeling in his heart.

Lu Zhen's masochistic tendency may be written in his genes, and after listening to it he actually chuckled his lips and smiled: "Then kill me."

Chu Yin looked at him upset, and indifferently started at the beginning: "I want to go to college, but I don't want to go to jail."

Lu Zhen smiled.

Seeing that she didn't plan to take the things back, Lu Zhen took the hands behind her back and carefully put the mint candy into the pocket of her pants.

It's like putting my panic heart.

Although everything is uncertain in this life, he doesn't know if he can change the ending or return to the path they could have gone on.

But...she gave him a candy, and he suddenly gained new courage.

"Then study hard," Lu Zhen lowered his eyes, and asked softly after a while, "Chu Yin, can you take the Q test?"

He asked very easily. Chu Yin didn't realize the private goods in his words, and subconsciously said: "Q is big? Why do I want to take the polytechnic school."

... She doesn't care about Wei Heming.

Lu Zhen's heart warmed, and if nothing had happened, he continued to ask, "What about going abroad? Have you considered."

Chu Yin looked at him in surprise, wondering why Lu Zhen still cared about her studies: "...not yet."

Lu Zhen's eyelashes lightly fanned, and there was a fine joy in his heart.

Chu Yin raised his eyes, and after hesitating for a few seconds, he said, "Lu Zhen, you can have a snack too."

The top chaebol is as deep as the sea. Although she hasn't had time to think deeply about many things, the perverted uncle Lu Zhen is obviously not a fuel-efficient lamp. Lu Zhen was a dog, but she didn't want to see a disgusting person like Lu Linyuan sitting on everything.

Lu Zhen was startled slightly, then his lips widened with a smile.

"it is good."

Originally, my heart grew on you.

Then it will be longer.

...

When Gu Qiuze went to find Chu Shi, he didn't have much effort.

Because Chu Shi was standing in the most noisy part of the crowd, and he could see it at a glance.

This was originally a break time, and there were not as many people as there were just now, but at this time, a lot of people gathered in the central square surrounded by small houses, surrounding the two women in the middle.

One is Chu Qiuqiu with messy clothes, and the other is Mrs. Kuo with a fierce face but luxuriously dressed.

Na Kuotai had probably greeted Chu Qiuqiu once before, and at this moment, he glared at the opposite side with his arms akimbo. Chu Shi pulled Chu Qiuqiu behind and stood in front of Kuo Tai.

But this obviously failed to calm the other party's anger. She pointed at Chu Shi and cursed: "Your Chu family has such a shameless hooves?! If you go bankrupt, go to seduce someone else's husband. Are you underage? what!"

The words were clear, and the crowd was in an uproar.

Damn it! Playing as a junior in the palace? !

Chu Qiuqiu? ! ! Is it so exciting? ? ?

Chu Shi's face was ugly. He was also held up as a young master since he was a child. This was the first time he was scolded by someone pointing his nose like this.

Moreover, Chu Qiuqiu was still his sister, and he couldn't leave it alone.

Chu Qiuqiu was already panicking, feeling the eyes of the students around him pricked like needles.

She thought bitterly—how could this old woman come to school directly, just to harm her intentionally! Originally, the little sisters from the past left her in the cold after the Chu family went bankrupt. Today, she deliberately brought her newly received necklace and bag to school, and wanted to show it off-as a result, because of this vicious old woman, she became all yellow!

If other boys ignored her, would she have to contact the middle-aged uncle? !

And she and Mr. Li didn't do anything, they just ate a few meals and went shopping a few times! Besides, it was not her initiative! The old woman doesn't care about her husband, so she comes to blame her? !

Chu Qiuqiu wanted to scold Mrs. Li to death, but her face was soft and weak, and she hid behind Chu Shi: "Auntie, did you find the wrong person?"

Her attitude and language completely angered the opposite Mrs. Li-what women hate most is the weak White Lotus Xiaosan, and her "auntie" pierced her anger.

She took a step forward and quickly grabbed the silver chain around Chu Qiuqiu's neck: "This is the style that my old lady picked! xxx brand! The price is fifty thousand seven!"

Chu Shi pressed her arm: "You calm down first."

Mrs. Li pushed him away: "Can you calm down if you are green?!"

She then pulled the leather bag on Chu Qiuqiu's elbow: "G's snake skin bag! I thought he bought it for you? I'm pooh! It was stolen from my cabinet! — See clearly! The bag is here. There is a scratch, even if I don't need it, my old lady can't make you cheap!"

Words and sentences, iron proof is like a mountain.

Chu Shi's face was so ugly that he couldn't describe it. He really didn't expect that Chu Qiuqiu would be so eager for quick success and instant benefits.

Chu Qiuqiu has been shook her head frantically to deny it, and Mrs. Li simply started to tear her clothes: "He bought this shirt too, right? I yeah! I will let you run naked today!"

Chu Qiuqiu was so frightened that he could no longer save face and hurriedly shouted: "Brother! Brother, save me! Brother!"

Chu Shi closed his eyes, and then pulled the crazy Mrs. Li away hard, and said coldly to Chu Qiuqiu: "Return the other people's things."

Chu Qiuqiu still wanted to quibble: "I don't! I..."

Chu Shi yelled: "Shut up!"

Chu Qiuqiu was startled, and finally reluctantly handed over the necklace and bag.

Chu Shi turned to Mrs. Li: "She will return the rest one after another. The Chu family has no intention of covering up. If she cannot return it to you, you will be at your disposal."

Chu Qiuqiu couldn't believe it: "Brother?!"

Mrs. Li's anger was finally calmed down, and she looked at Chu Shi with more appreciation. After thinking for two seconds, he didn't think it was good to offend this young man, so he sold him a bit of face-with a "bah" towards Chu Qiuqiu, he turned and walked away.

The palace pendulum drove back to the house, and the people who ate melons quickly dispersed, selling melons in the forum WeChat penguin group.

Chu Qiuqiu abruptly hugged Chu Shi's arm: "Brother, do you care about me? Mr. Li and I are really nothing! Some of the things he gave me, I have just used it, and now I can't get it... …"

Chu Shi glanced at her coldly, then took her hand off: "The Chu family is no longer valuable to you. Today, if you don't let you be beaten in public, this is the last time I will take care of you, so you will do it yourself in the future."

"After all, you are not my sister either."

Chu Qiuqiu was struck by lightning.

After Chu Shi finished speaking, he walked to Gu Qiuze who was waiting in the distance, and the two left side by side, neither leaving her.

Chu Qiuqiu stood alone, listening to the faint laugh from his ear, and then all walked away.

"Walk around, Chu Yin is back to the booth of Class 5 again!"

"Then let's run over! See if we can click on the song!"

"Yes, I rushed!"

"Ah, wait for me!!"

Chu Qiuqiu's mentality collapsed—why? !

Why does my elder brother only recognize Chu Yin as his sister, and Chu Yin is also sought after by everyone? Why should she be despised by others just because she just wants a bag? !

Why did her life become a mess after the family went bankrupt, but Chu Yin was not affected at all? !

The Chu Yin you pursue is the real villager hillbilly! Have you all forgotten? !

Chu Qiuqiu squeezed her loose clothes, her face gradually distorted and hideous-if they had forgotten, then she would remember it for them!

As Chu Qiuqiu sorted his clothes, he walked to the corner of no one. There was a call that she hadn't made for a long time, but it was still in the phone. By this time, it came in handy again!

After the call was connected, a familiar flattering voice came from there: "It's Miss Chu!"

The news of the Chu family's bankruptcy could not reach the closed countryside. In the face of such poor ghosts, Chu Qiuqiu finally recovered his former feelings. She sneered and said a few words into the microphone.

On the other side seemed a little hesitant, Chu Qiuqiu said, "I will reimburse the round-trip ticket! I will reward you again after the matter is done!"

The opposite immediately became happy: "No problem, Miss!"

Chu Yin didn't know the drama that took place at noon. She went back to the booth in the afternoon and continued to work at her post.

After a morning of spreading, the whole school now knows that the small bar in the second and fifth class of high school can order songs, and it is the campus goddess holding the guitar to sing for you!

So at the beginning of the afternoon session, the small house in Class 5 was full of people.

A few "waiters" were so busy, empty vats of soda bottles were all over the floor.

Han Chuying occupied a favorable position in advance, squatting in the position closest to Chu Yin's high chair, and helping Zhang Luo: "If you order a song, multiple people can order the same song! Which song has the largest number of orders!! "

Chu Yin was shocked: Isn't he cheating money by clicking on the same song so many times?

Han Chuying winked her eyes and shook her head, leaning over and whispering: "The live broadcast mode is like this now, don't think it is inappropriate, the audience will be happy!"

Sure enough, the students in circles outside were very excited, talking about which song to raise funds for. There have also been viewers in the next live broadcast room.

Han Chuying was very happy to see the result. She just took a sneak peek, and Jiang Yan almost couldn't keep the bookkeeping.

A few minutes later, the most ordered song came out, and Chu Yin took a look at it--

The famous girl's sweetheart song "Miss You".

Chu Yin: "..."

Are you sure you want to hear this...! ! !

"Do you miss you so much, do you?"

"I ordered a ballball three times!"

"I want to hear this too, ah ah ah, I want sweet sister!"

It’s normal for the clicked song to be unfamiliar and not able to sing anything. The song "I miss you so much" does not have the problem of not being able to sing-after all, you can learn it by humming twice, but the problem lies in the style of singing. It's really not consistent with Chu Yin.

In the morning, Chu Yin sang two Chinese slow songs, two English songs, and even a light rock.

The only thing haven't touched is this kind of girly heart song.

Han Chuying suddenly regretted that she had done something, and asked Chu Yin quietly: "Why don't you change the song? The second one is rock and roll..."

Chu Yin waved his hand.

"I miss you so much" has a super high number of points, so you can't sell dog meat with other people's money.

Isn't it Xiaotiange? Sweet...just sweet.

Chu Yin cleared his throat, then swiped his finger and swept a chord, and also made psychological preparations with this action.

The audience immediately calmed down, staring at Chu Yin with piercing eyes.

Chu Yin licked his lips, resisting the trace of shame, then slightly pinched his throat and said, "I want to—"

Sweeping his fingers down, the guitar's bright rhythm sounded.

The girl’s sweet voice then merged: "——Send a text message to you, I miss you so much. I want to call you immediately, I miss you so much..."

When she sings ordinary lyrical songs, her voice is very textured, light and charming. But at this time, when sang a little sweet song, the natural rhythm in the voice was brought out, and it revealed a kind of tenderness that was not there before.

Chu Yin's white and slender fingers fiddled with the strings, his chin was clicked, his head shook slightly. The more you sing, the easier it is, and the sweet voice scratches people's ears.

Han Chuying covered her mouth and held Song Zhaolin's mobile phone, her hand shaking slightly.

"Help ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah so cute and too sweet, the sugar content is too high ah ah ah ah -"

If she could turn into an emoticon, she would be in a form that was shaking to a blur.

Not only her, the students at the scene, and the audience squatting in the live broadcast room, one by one was about to pass.

When Chu Yin made the last note, the crowd burst into strong cheers.

"I can I can I can!"

"Sister can be salty, sweet, but you can learn to master, you are the ideal in the world."

"Quickly, what's the next song? Rock?! Give it a go!!!"

"?" Chu Yin raised Erkang's hand, "Wait—"

A few minutes later, Han Chuying held up the playlist with a smile.

"Sweet", "I'm Super Sweet", "Learning to Meow", "It's Heartbeat"...

Chu Yin: "..."

Shark me.

...

The summer festival is over, the bills of each class are submitted, and the second and fifth high school classes are honorably elected as the highest turnover class of the summer festival.

There is no suspense throughout the year.

After all, even Hao Diao and the others were far ahead of the class at the beginning, but in the end the coser all went to the five small bars to listen to the song, including Hao Diao, who roared so loudly in the crowd.

Speaking of the two people who went out of the circle this summer festival, they happened to be sisters, but the reason for going out of the circle was completely two extremes.

Chu Yin only heard Song Zhaolin talk about it later, and then he understood why his brother and them left later that day.

"..." Chu Yin thought silently, "Chu Qiuqiu didn't succeed. It wasn't because he was locked with Xuanyuan."

...Really a failure to hear and hear.

In the end, the summer festival turnover is all owned by the class. deliberately discussed it when the 5th class divided the money, because the part of the small stage was completely supported by Chu Yin, and it was super tiring to sing dozens of songs a day, so the income from the song was ordered. Most of the tome was given to Chu Yin.

Everyone has no objections.

Chu Yin's refutation was invalid, so he had to take out a portion of the money and invite the class to drink milk tea.

Song Zhaolin drank two cups alone, very happy.

There are still thousands of dollars left, and Chu Yin deposits them all in a card. A little increase in deposits also makes people feel at ease.

June has come quietly. Although high school students are still some distance away from the college entrance examination, Huiwen's top tutoring class has a special task-they will use the college entrance examination paper for a mock exam.

Chu Yin felt very excited. Although I had passed the college entrance examination in my previous life, I was not the same as I am now. Chu Yin was looking forward to practicing with a real sword before entering the third year of high school.

The money earned from the summer festival can be used to buy new assistant exercises. This week, she bought a lot of real exercises and simulation papers. Because she hadn't reviewed the knowledge of the third year of high school, Chu Yin adopted the quickest method-to make up the knowledge while doing the questions.

Wei Heming has signed a contract so he doesn't need the college entrance examination. After hearing that they are going to simulate the college entrance examination, he enthusiastically said that he could help Chu Yin in math.

Although very emotional, Chu Yin still refused.

On a very hot afternoon, just after school was rang, the students left in twos and threes.

Chu Yin did not move, and continued to sit in the classroom and study.

Song Zhaolin grabbed the bag and asked her, "Sister Yin, do you want to eat ice?"

Chu Yin: "No."

Song Zhaolin didn't bother him, and flung the bag on his back and bounced off.

Brother Zhen recently finished a big project day and night, and his brother was so awesome that he came to school today without a break! Song Zhaolin guessed that he must have missed a few elder brothers, and finally caught him, this time he must have a meal together!

"Then I'll go first!"

"Go ahead."

Chu Yin turned a deaf ear to things outside the window, and worked quietly. But before long, someone rushed in to break the peace.

"Chu Yin!" the classmate said breathlessly, "There is someone looking for you at the school gate!"

Chu Yin only raised his eyebrows.

Find me? Who?

It doesn't seem to be a good thing to see how classmates are hesitant to speak.

...

At the school gate, people come and go during school hours.

Two middle-aged men dressed as migrant workers stood outside the gate, a man and a woman, each with a louder voice.

"I'm looking for Chu Yin! Chu Yin! Is it in this school?!"

The uncle doorman went out and discouraged: "You have a lower voice, now the parents are picking up people."

"Why do I have a low voice? I'm still sneaking to find my daughter?!"

"Girl! Girl! Ouch, my yin--"

Chu Qiuqiu hid outside the crowd and smiled triumphantly at the two people.

What a great idea she thought of! Invite Chu Yin's adoptive parents in the countryside, and let the noble students of Huiwen see what the shabby-dressed, dark-faced, working poor people look like.

Let everyone see how poor and humble the goddess you are after!

Chu Qiuqiu lost such a big face in front of the whole school, don't even think about her cheap sister!

"Fuck, these are Chu Yin's parents?"

"No, isn't their family a wealthy family? Although it's bankrupt, it shouldn't be like this..."

"I remember. Didn't Chu Yin pick it up from the country back then? Then it belongs to her..."

When Chu Yin walked to the school gate, the old couple of the Wang family had already begun to perform.

"Chu Yin's heart and soul! Once in a wealthy family, he ignores his parents and raised you for ten years?"

"The classmates commented, if it weren't for us, she might have starved to death in the field!"

"What? Is Xueba here?-Oh, she didn't go to school before and fights every day! Mixed with Xiaotaimei!"

"And because of being pretty, messing with a lot of guys! Both of us old people can't look up..."

Chu Yin closed his eyes.

I haven't seen them after rebirth, these two should have taken a lot of money from the Chu family, and spent them on their precious stupid sons. Chu Yin didn't need to think about it to know who called the two of them. Sometimes she really admired Chu Qiuqiu's imagination.

She knocked on the system: "Chicken, unlock the script."

Xue Ji has been quiet recently, and don't know if it's dead or something.

The system clicked automatically, and Chu Yin opened the script in front of him.

[Although it was a bit cramped to come to the big city for the first time, the two members of the Wang family spared no effort to spread rumors in order to get the money. The more unbearable Chu Yin was, the more satisfied Chu Qiuqiu was. 】

Chu Yin: ...I'm really full. What's the point?

"Hey! Chu Yin! Isn't that Chu Yin? Classmates, take a look! Seeing your parents is the same as not seeing them, and ignore them! Do you dislike us? Think we are embarrassed?"

There were many classmates standing around, and when they were shouted, everyone looked over.

Chu Qiuqiu smiled happily—you can also feel the feeling of being pierced by others' eyes!

Chu Yin saw that many people were expecting her explanation. After all, the two of them had noses and eyes when they sang and talked, and they described Chu Yin very badly. But for this kind of person, Chu Yin didn't want to say one more word at all.

She grabbed the light pen and directly changed "rumoring" to "self-destruction."

Gee.

If you change to the self of your previous life, at this time, you will probably stand in front of everyone with little self-esteem because of inferiority.

But she was not the one anymore, and this kind of rubbish method could not hit her.

Seeing her indifferent expression, the Queen Mother simply sat on the ground and cried: "Oh my god! Earth! Everyone! Check it out! Our two old people have found your school all the way, not just for..."

Chu Yin waited for her to follow, and suddenly a wind swept over her side.

Then someone pressed a baseball cap on his head, blocking all sight and gaze.

Lu Zhen pushed down the brim of his hat, then shook his right hand and walked towards the two people.

He came too late and heard two or three sentences.

Now plan to throw them directly into the trash can.

At this moment, the village woman sitting on the ground said: "——It's not just for money!"

Lu Zhen paused.

The people around were also stunned.

——Aren't you fucking for family affection? ?

The Queen Mother's face was a little weird, but she couldn't control the truth with one mouth.

"Who remembers this money-losing girl! If it weren't for the money, why did we run all the way over? Free?"

The royal father beside him also echoed: "Who said no! If it weren't for that Miss Chu Qiuqiuchu said, the ticket is reimbursed and there is a reward, we won't come!"

The crowd was suddenly uproar-Chu Qiuqiu? ! She actually found someone to smear Chu Yin? !

Lu Zhen frowned and looked at their expressions carefully, but a strange light gradually appeared in his black eyes.

Not under your control...?

Then... Who controls it?

The Queen Mother couldn't stop at all: "She was found by the Chu family back then. Oh, we were so happy. The money-losing goods finally left. The Chu family can still give us money!"

"This time I have to pay for it by the way! Then I can build a wedding room for my son!"

"Yep!"

The students of Huiwen are very simple, and it is the first time that they have seen such a harsh and acrid person. Thinking about the treatment of Chu Yin there, and what they had said at the beginning, the students suddenly scolded.

Song Zhaolin rushed to the front: "You fools! Are you here for disgusting people?!"

Queen Mother: "Let's come, what's the matter?!"

The scene escalated directly into a curse war, with dozens of mouths cursing two people at the same time, almost drowning them with saliva.

Chu Yin glanced at Lu Zhen's back, then pressed down the brim of his hat.

She slipped into the crowd, left the noisy school gate, and walked quietly to the classroom next to the wall.

Before long, footsteps came from behind again.

Chu Yin guessed who it was, and turned around while taking off his hat, "Thank you, also—"

Without finishing a sentence, a warm breath suddenly rushed toward her face. Lu Zhen grabbed her wrist and gently pressed it against the wall.

Chu Yin was forced to lean against the wall.

"what are you doing?!"

Lu Zhen's breathing was a little messy.

He vaguely guessed something, and now his brain is a bit messy.

He originally thought that Chu Yin might have some power to influence things around him, such as basketball, such as glass doors...

But today he suddenly strung up more details.

He was forced to utter the word "roll" on the rooftop a long time ago, Chen Xuanyuan's uncontrollable roar at a certain banquet, Gu Qiuze's sudden change of style in the winter camp.

Human speech...behavior...

...Can you control it too.

Lu Zhen's heartbeat was fierce, and his blood was hot.

...Do you have control of this world?

A hidden dark thread was tightened, and suddenly he felt a sense.

After living for two lifetimes, it was only then that he stumbled and felt a little outline of "fate".

Lu Zhen panted, lowering his eyes to look at his close face.

If the path in the dark matches my logic and yours, it is this kind of cause and effect.

Under the boundless rules that were still imprisoned, you are the only way... let me breathe.