Read Novel Full Chapter 461: Not That I’m Not Sad, Just Bearing Everything (Third Update)
Chapter 461: Chapter 461: Not That I’m Not Sad, Just Bearing Everything (Third Update)
The villa’s living room.
Qin Keqin seemed to have completely collapsed.
Tears were dropping like crazy from her eyes.
She was thinking if Luo Xiaolang’s parents were alive, if Luo Xiaolang had parents, what would they have felt watching their daughter like this, how pained they would have been, how distressed.
How could Yin Qin dare to hurt her?
Luo Xiaolang said, “Uncle and auntie.”
Qin Keqin was already choked up and couldn’t utter a word.
Yin Bin didn’t feel good either at that moment, but because he had a habit of pretending, he seemed calm.
“Thank you for taking care of me this whole time, and for looking after Little Tiger. Little Tiger is your grandson, whenever there is time I’ll have Aunt Wu bring him over, I won’t keep Little Tiger all to myself.”
Even now, she was still thinking about these things.
She said, “Auntie, when you have your baby, let me know, I want to be there with you.”
Because, when she was giving birth, it was Yin Qin who was there with her.
Back then, she didn’t know anything, and Yin Qin was by her side, not disgusted with her ignorance.
She remembered whoever was good to her, she remembered it deeply.
So she was not resentful towards Yin Qin.
She always felt that Yin Qin’s mother had given her the warmth of a mother, and the love of parents she had never experienced before.
This was enough.
Moreover, Yin Qin treated her neither too good nor too bad, she had no reason to complain about him or hate him.
It was just right that he was neither too good nor bad, so she didn’t need to worry too much about him.
“Xiaolang.” Qin Keqin hugged Xiaolang tightly.
Xiaolang was quite tall, she squatted down a little to make it easier for her to hug him.
“You must take good care of yourself.”
No matter what.
You must take care of yourself.
You must live better than anyone else.
You must not be affected by Yin Qin, you must live a hundred times happier than him.”
“I know.” Luo Xiaolang nodded heavily.
Qin Keqin reluctantly let go of Luo Xiaolang.
She couldn’t possibly hold onto him.
From now on, Luo Xiaolang had his own life, he shouldn’t be tied down by the Yin family.
So she supported him in leaving.
Supported him in living his own life.
Luo Xiaolang took Little Tiger from the nanny’s arms.
Little Tiger was already asleep at this moment.
She said, “I’m leaving.”
Qin Keqin nodded, crying as she did so.
Yin Qin said, “I’ll give you a lift.”
“There’s no need.” Luo Xiaolang quickly said, “I’ve asked Song Zhizhi to meet me at the door.”
Yin Qin looked at her.
Luo Xiaolang was never one to bother others, yet to save them the trouble, she preferred to have Song Zhizhi come and pick her up.
Yin Qin said nothing more.
Luo Xiaolang also didn’t say anything more.
She left with Little Tiger in her arms.
Just like that, she left.
The whole villa seemed suddenly quiet.
The moment Qin Keqin saw Luo Xiaolang’s retreating figure, she was crying so hard she could barely breathe.
The doctor rushed over to calm her down.
Yin Qin just stood there, watching Luo Xiaolang’s retreating figure.
He himself didn’t really know what he was feeling.
His heart had become numb.
Since he made the decision to be with Ji Baixing, he had already experienced the pain.
So, perhaps after the pain, there’s no feeling left.
Yin Bin carried Qin Keqin upstairs to rest.
She had suffered too much today, and needed to rest immediately to calm her emotions.
Qin Keqin leaned into her husband’s arms.
As they passed by Yin Qin, Qin Keqin said, “You should move out.”
Yin Qin looked back at her.
He shifted his gaze from the direction Luo Xiaolang had left.
“I’m afraid if I have to face you every day, I’ll really miscarry.” Qin Keqin said, word by word.
Yin Qin nodded.
He nodded silently.
Actually, he was going to move out anyway.
He was well aware that after this incident, Ji Baixing and his mother would not be able to coexist peacefully.
Qin Keqin was carried back to her room by Yin Bin.
Yin Qin sat on the sofa.
He just sat there on the sofa, in a daze.
For an exceedingly long while.
Suddenly, he went upstairs.
He went upstairs to pack his things and leave.
Not just because his mother was disgusted with him, but also because he was disgusted with himself.
He pushed open his own room.
The room, decorated like a dream.
The fluffy white carpet laid on the floor was strewn with rose petals. The bed had been changed into a princess-style canopy bed. The lighting in the room had also turned soft. Lots of balloons hung from the ceiling. Incense was burning in the room, a delicate fragrance wafting as one walked in.
Yin Qin walked in, step by step.
He stopped by the bed, looking at the wedding photo of him and Luo Xiaolang on the bedside table.
He was kissing Luo Xiaolang, who looked surprisedly at him.
He didn’t expect that he could show such deep affection for her.
The bedroom door was suddenly pushed open.
Yin Qin turned his head.
Yin Bin appeared at the door, “Come out for a moment.”
Yin Qin put down the photo frame.
As he went out, two housekeepers walked in.
As he was leaving, he saw the housekeepers clearing away everything prepared earlier.
He knew it was his mother’s arrangement, both the setup and the teardown.
He had really hurt a lot of people.
Yin Bin took Yin Qin to the Sky Garden on the second floor.
They both leaned against the railing, Yin Qin lit a cigarette.
Because Qin Keqin was pregnant, Yin Bin had quit.
He just watched Yin Qin take drags on the cigarette.
Yin Bin asked, “What happened?”
What had happened that he would do such a thing?
He couldn’t believe his son had no reason – he might not have thought highly of his son’s abilities, but he was certain his son would not be reckless to this extent.
“I don’t want to talk about it,” Yin Qin replied.
He chose silence, not wanting to lie.
“Do you really still love Ji Baixin?” Yin Bin asked, word by word.
“I don’t know.” He really didn’t know.
At this moment, he couldn’t feel any happiness.
He couldn’t feel the joy of finally being together with Ji Baixin.
“I’m afraid one day you’ll regret it like me,” Yin Bin said, leaving the sentence hanging.
Most likely.
All the things that happened today, Yin Qin had endured more than anyone else.
While everyone else could vent their emotions on him, he had nowhere to vent.
Yin Qin smoked his cigarette.
Watching his father walk away.
He probably won’t regret it.
After all, it’s his own choice, unlike his father’s infidelity.
His father had cheated.
Whereas he, felt he had no other choice.
…
Song Zhizhi picked Luo Xiaolang up.
On the matter concerning Luo Xiaolang and Yin Qin, she chose to remain silent.
Because love is a matter between two people.
She wished she could kill Yin Qin, but what good would that do?
The emotional pain, could only be weathered by Xiaolang herself.
They returned home.
At the moment Luo Xiaolang and Yin Qin were talking about marriage, Song Zhizhi had transferred the property to Luo Xiaolang’s name.
All she could give were some material things.
Now, at least Xiaolang has her own home, at least she still has a place to land in Jin City.
Xiaolang should be grateful, even if she didn’t say it.
As soon as they returned home.
The baby tiger woke up.
As soon as he woke up, he wailed for milk.
After dropping them off, Ji Baijian immediately went back up to his room, he knew it wasn’t appropriate for him to be there at the moment.
With no outsiders present, Luo Xiaolang started feeding the baby in the living room.
The baby tiger cries while drinking his milk. He cries, then eats, then cries again.
“What’s wrong?” Song Zhizhi looked at the baby. “Did he always feed like this?”
“No, he’s usually very good when feeding.” Luo Xiaolang was also puzzled.
The nanny also found it strange, the baby tiger was usually well-behaved. Could he be missing home?
But that seemed unlikely.
He had slept very well here the night before, without any fuss.
The nanny suddenly thought of something, “Madam, could you be out of milk?”
Luo Xiaolang was taken aback.
She had plenty yesterday? She had been feeding today as well.
But today, she didn’t feel the milk let-down, and the baby tiger seemed to be fussing more while feeding.
She quickly let go of the baby tiger and tried to express some milk.
It’s not like before, only a dribble came out.
“How could this happen?” Luo Xiaolang looked at the nanny, puzzled.
Wasn’t it said that the milk supply would continue as long as she nursed?
The nanny picked up the baby tiger, pacifying him while saying, “Milk production is highly related to your mood. Being upset can affect milk secretion. If you’re excessively distressed, the milk could stop.”
Luo Xiaolang bit her lip.
Song Zhizhi was also speechless on the side.
Actually… even with pretense, you can’t deceive your own heart.
The pain in her heart, she herself knew best.
Luo Xiaolang, she had been bottling it all up, suppressing everything inside.