Rebirth in the 90s: Her Counterattack and Redemption

Chapter 1619 - 931: Enlightenment/Reconciliation_3

The three of us remaining have roughly the same relationship with Luoluo. Of course, the feelings between us are also similar, including with Ying Nuo.

From our high school days, Luoluo was always in a leading position. This is evident even in our choice of universities for the college entrance exam. I should say, we all came here to study because of Luoluo, because we didn’t want to be separated.

However, in the process of choosing, Qiu’er went to GF Tech University entirely because of Luoluo, and Yaoguang was influenced by Luoluo and Qiu, coupled with family circumstances and personal preferences, choosing GF Tech University.

And I, due to considering family circumstances, could only choose S University in the same city. As for Ying Nuo, it was due to health reasons and Luoluo’s suggestion that she stayed in Island City.

Throughout, we all felt it was natural to center around Luoluo. It wasn’t about family backgrounds; it was entirely because Luoluo was the most comprehensive thinker and capable individual among us. We’ve become accustomed to revolving everything around her.

There are two other people who must be mentioned here: Fu Mo and Qu Yue. Fu Mo had a very good relationship with us back then and was considered our only male good friend.

He, along with Luoluo, invested in the Liangyou company founded by Qu Yue. Qu Yue met Luoluo because of Brother Luo Feng.

In later choices, Fu Mo chose BD based on his circumstances, whereas Qu Yue chose S University for a master’s to follow Luoluo.

It’s more accurate to say Mr. Qu came not for study but to be closer to Luoluo. Uh... saying this seems a bit messy, let me talk about us a bit first.

Qiu’er’s choice was the least influenced by personal interests; she simply wanted to be with Luoluo. So, in later interactions, her relationship with Luoluo was the deepest, probably second only to or equal to Ying Nuo.

Yaoguang’s choice was influenced by Luoluo and Qiu’er, so her relationship with Qiu’er was the closest, followed by Luoluo. In Luoluo’s heart, Yaoguang’s position might be slightly lower than Qiu’er’s.

Now, speaking about me, my choice at the time considered being with Luoluo but also family responsibilities. Initially, I should have been ranked after Xing Nong, ahead of Yaoguang in Luoluo’s heart. But, I believe now I rank behind Yaoguang.

The reason is that Luoluo and I are not in the same school, and we meet very infrequently. Although they often don’t see each other for long periods due to missions, they train together and can see each other whenever missions are not on.

As for Ying Nuo, none of us can compare with her. Her choices always revolved around Luoluo, including emotions, influenced by Luoluo. So we never compare ourselves to her or feel uncomfortable about her being the most important in Luoluo’s heart.

Now, what I want to convey may have already been understood by Qiu. The most crucial is following your heart, not listening to others.

Also, you must understand in the future you won’t feel jealous because Luoluo is much stronger than you. This is very important.

Next, I’ll talk about emotions, which are about Fu Mo and Mr. Qu. Fu Mo and I used to be lovers, but I am certain that my position in Fu Mo’s heart absolutely does not compare to Luoluo’s position in Mr. Qu’s heart.

Mr. Qu can give up everything just to stay by Luoluo’s side to help her, asking for nothing in return, even knowing he’s not her marriage partner; he is devotedly by her side as long as she doesn’t forcefully drive him away.

Moreover, he never does anything to embarrass Luoluo, nor does he force Luoluo to make any choices; he’s just silently there for her.

As for you, Fu Mo, from the start, your family business was the most important, hence all the problems between us.

Of course, I have the same issue; in my heart, you weren’t the most important, because in choosing schools, I chose one closer to Luoluo, not closer to you.

However, this was also because we had just established our relationship, and our feelings weren’t deep yet at the time. If we had spent more time together, I believe my choice might not have been the same.

But no matter what, at that time, though we liked each other, our feelings weren’t deep enough. Honestly, I’ve always envied Luoluo’s luck in love.