Chapter 1603 - 1283:
Chapter 1603: Chapter 1283:
"Do you really not trust me?"
Fang Su couldn’t admit that she harbored fantasies about Jiang Boya, couldn’t admit that she went to find Kang Li just to see Jiang Boya. Based on this, she tried her best to steady her mind and looked at Old Master Feng with eyes full of grievance: "Since I said I wouldn’t go looking for that person named Jiang anymore, I will definitely keep my word.
As for where I went this afternoon, yes, I did go to Shuimu University, but it had nothing to do with the person named Jiang. I just went to see my daughter, after all, she’s my flesh and blood,
Back then... back then I was forced to do such a thing to her, it’s my fault, now that I know she’s doing well and I know where she is, I have no reason not to acknowledge her."
Her eyes gradually reddened, Fang Su continued, "I know I don’t have the face to acknowledge that child, but blood is thicker than water, we are mother and daughter... I can’t just for the sake of a little face, pretend to know nothing, and when meeting my daughter on the street, pass by like strangers..."
"Xiao Fang, how could I not understand what kind of person you are?"
Old Master Feng held his head, showing a complex expression: "Don’t make any excuses for yourself. If you were a woman who cared about her child, you wouldn’t have abandoned an infant not long after birth, you wouldn’t have ignored Xiao Yi for over ten years.
To be honest, I really don’t want to argue with you about the child, but before I called you downstairs, I received two phone calls, one from Mr. Jiang Boya, and one from Comrade Luo Yanqing. The content of their conversations was exactly the same, hoping that you would not look for Comrade Kang Li again, otherwise, you’d ruin your own reputation.
Mr. Jiang Boya and Comrade Luo Yanqing also emphasized that this is no joke, so don’t have any wishful thinking."
"I don’t believe it! I don’t believe Jiang Boya would say such things to you!"
Shaking her head, Fang Su’s eyes were filled with disappointment. She spoke of disbelief, but in her heart, she knew Old Master Feng’s words were surely true.
"Xiao Fang, you and I were a married couple in the end. If you really want to entangle with Mr. Jiang Boya, then divorcing me might be beneficial for you."
Old Master Feng found it quite pointless. She was clearly his wife, but her heart wasn’t with him, not with this family, so was there a need to keep her by his side?
Turning his thoughts over and over, before Fang Su could respond, Old Master Feng added, "If you are divorced, you will be a free person. In other words, you would be considered single, thus if you pursue Mr. Jiang Boya, even if acquaintances know, there’s nothing much they could say."
"No, I don’t want it."
Fang Su shook her head like a rattle drum; she knew her own worth. If she really got a divorce and couldn’t end up with Jiang Boya, the outcome would definitely be as the dead girl said, all the effort in vain in the end.
After all, she was no longer young, and lacked both the figure and looks. Such as she was, standing beside Jiang Boya, there was a good chance they’d be perceived as belonging to two different generations.
And her keen desire to connect, to become Mrs. Jiang, was nothing more than trying to leverage the old romantic feelings between her and Jiang Boya.
But as it appeared now, Jiang Boya seemed, probably didn’t care about that relationship, no, it wasn’t that he didn’t care, more than likely... he had put that feeling behind him.
Otherwise, he wouldn’t treat her so harshly when facing her, wouldn’t even be unwilling to see her even once.
Thinking about this, Fang Su seemed to lose all her spirit in an instant; she slumped on the edge of the bed, her expression appearing vague and confused.
Jiang Boya looked down on her...looked down on her, this woman who had a once relationship with him many years ago, a fact she clearly knew, why couldn’t she admit it?
Self-reflection, Fang Su was in self-reflection.
Because he looked down on her, Jiang Boya demanded that Kang Li, that dead girl, not acknowledge her as a mother—is that why?
Tears welled up and rolled down her cheeks, Fang Su murmured, "Did I really make a mistake back then? But I was also forced... The child was born prematurely, the doctor said... that it would be difficult for the child to survive, even with the utmost care, raising her to adulthood would be very hard.
And I was alone, unable to take care of myself, where would I find the energy to raise a child, especially one that needed meticulous care, I just couldn’t...
Old Feng, I really couldn’t back then, after I abandoned the child, I myself... I myself didn’t want to live anymore, and you know that... If you hadn’t appeared by the river at that time, hadn’t pulled me back in time, I wouldn’t be alive today."
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