Chapter 576: Finding Joy Even In Despair
Chapter 576: Finding Joy Even In Despair
The days in the cavern blurred together, each one indistinguishable from the last.
Mika knew perhaps better than anyone what isolation and fear could do to a mind.
And Anya, despite her brave face, was still just a six-year-old girl.
A timid, quiet girl who had never known true hardship or terror until the earth had opened up and swallowed her whole.
If he let her sit idle in this cold, dark place, surrounded by incompetent adults who offered nothing but disappointment, her mind would break.
She would spiral into despair. She would lose herself.
So Mika made certain that never happened from the very beginning.
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“Anya, look what I found.”
It was their third day in the cavern. Anya had been sitting with her knees pulled to her chest, staring at the glowing crystals with an expression that was far too distant for a child her age.
But at the sound of Mika’s voice, she looked up, and some of the light returned to her eyes.
“What is it?”
Mika held out his hand. In his palm were several chunks of soft, chalky stone, the kind that crumbled easily when you applied pressure.
“Watch this.”
He led her to one of the flat sections of wall near their corner of the cavern, where a small stream of water trickled down from a crack.
Kneeling beside it, he ground one of the stones against the wet rock, and to Anya’s astonishment, a bright smear of color appeared—a vivid, almost glowing blue.
Anya’s eyes went wide. “It’s…It’s paint!”
“Kind of.” Mika smiled, the first genuine smile he’d managed in days. “The minerals in the rock react with the water. Different rocks give different colors.”
“I found some that make red, and some that make yellow, and…” He held up another handful of crushed stone. “This one makes green.”
“Can I paint with that?”
“That’s the idea.”
And so they did.
Anya drew flowers first. Bright, cheerful blooms like the ones she had seen in the valley above.
She drew them with painstaking care, her tongue poking out of the corner of her mouth in concentration.
“There.” She said, stepping back to admire her work. “Now it’s almost like we’re outside again.”
Mika smiled. “Almost. But you forgot the sky.”
“The sky?”
He picked up a chunk of blue-tinted stone and began to draw sweeping arcs across the upper portion of the wall.
“Stars. Clouds. Maybe a sun.” He worked quickly, his hand moving with surprising artistic skill. “Every garden needs a sky, doesn’t it?”
Anya watched him, her heart swelling with something warm and tender.
Even here, in this horrible place, Mika was finding ways to make her smile.
—
They expanded their mural over the following days.
Animals appeared, a fat, comical cat that Anya insisted on drawing with whiskers that were far too long, a lopsided dog that Mika contributed with exaggerated floppy ears.
Buildings rose from the painted ground, a wonky castle that leaned dangerously to one side, a cottage with blue shutters that made Anya’s eyes go misty.
“That’s our cottage.” She said quietly. “The one I told you about. The one we’re going to live in when we’re old.”
Mika paused in his painting. Then, very gently, he added two small figures standing in front of the cottage, one with dark hair, one with light.
“There.” He said. “Now it’s official.”
—
On the sixth day, Anya decided to paint her family.
She worked on it for hours, her brow furrowed in concentration, her fingers stained with every color they had managed to create.
“Done!” She announced finally, stepping back with a flourish. “Mika, come look!”
He set aside his sewing and walked over.
The painting was…ambitious.
Ten figures stood in a row, their proportions somewhat questionable but their identities unmistakable.
There was Fauna, short and radiant, with her angel wings spreading behind her in a sweep of pale blue.
Yelena stood next to her, a silver sword in her hand that was almost as big as she was.
Nadia had her feet planted wide, the ground beneath her cracking in dramatic fashion.
The Maiden of War bristled with weapons, and the Maiden of Fate had stars swirling around her head.
Astrid, Charlotte and the other two were there as well, drawn adorabley.
And in the center, surrounded by her family, was a small figure with rainbow hair and a timid smile.
“That’s me.” Anya said, pointing. “And those are my sisters, and my aunts, and Mommy…”
Her voice trailed off.
“Mommy.” She whispered again. And then, barely audible: “I miss…Mommy.”
The tears came without warning. One moment she was standing proud beside her mural, and the next she was sobbing—great, heaving sobs that shook her entire body and made her shoulders tremble.
“I want Mommy! I want to go home! Why hasn’t she come for us yet?! Why are we still down here?!”
Mika caught her as her knees gave way. He held her against his chest, letting her cry into his shoulder, his hand moving in slow, soothing circles on her back.
“She’s coming.” He murmured. “Your mother is the strongest. She’s coming for you, Anya. I promise.”
“But what if she can’t find us? What if she thinks we’re—we’re—”
“She doesn’t. She knows we’re alive. And she won’t stop until she digs through every inch of stone between us and the surface. You know your mother. Has she ever given up on anything?”
Anya sniffled. “No.”
“Never. Not once. And she’s not going to start now.”
She cried for a long time. But eventually, the sobs faded to hiccups, and the hiccups faded to silence.
She stayed curled against Mika’s side, her head resting on his shoulder, her eyes fixed on the painted figures of her family.
“They’re going to be so proud of you.” Mika said quietly. “When they hear how brave you’ve been.”
“I haven’t been brave.”
“You’ve been the bravest person I know.”
She looked up at him, her eyes red and swollen.
“You’re just saying that.”
“I never just say things. You know that.”
A tiny, fragile smile flickered across her face. It wasn’t much. But it was enough.
—
On the seventh day, Mika produced a book.
It was a tattered, water-damaged thing, a medical textbook that had somehow survived the collapse with most of its pages intact.
To anyone else, it would have been worthless. To Mika, it was treasure.
“Paper boat races.” He announced, holding up the book with a gleam in his eye.
Anya stared at him. “You want to…race paper boats?”
“Why not? We have water.” He gestured to the small stream that ran along the edge of their section of the cavern. “We have paper.”
“And we have two competitors who desperately need to determine who is the superior naval architect.”
“I don’t know what that means.”
“It means I’m going to build a better boat than you!”
The competitive spark ignited in Anya’s eyes.
“You are not!”
“Prove me wrong.”
They tore pages from the textbook with abandon, folding and creasing with intense concentration.
Anya’s first boat was simple but elegant, a classic design with sharp folds and a sturdy hull.
Mika’s was…ambitious. He had somehow folded his into a strange, angular shape that looked more like a experiment than a watercraft.
“That’s not a boat.” Anya said, eyeing it skeptically.
“It’s a revolutionary new design.”
“It’s going to sink.”
“Place your bets, Lady Anya.”
They launched their boats at the same time. Anya’s glided smoothly down the stream, bobbing gently with the current.
Mika’s floated for approximately three seconds before tipping sideways and collapsing into a soggy mess of wet paper.
“I won!” Anya cheered, jumping up and down. “I won, I won, I won!”
“That was a trial run. Best two out of three.”
“You’re a sore loser!”
“I’m a scientist testing a hypothesis.”
His second boat fared no better. Nor did his third.
By the fourth race, Anya was laughing so hard she could barely breathe, and Mika was grinning despite his mounting losses.
“Alright.” He said, pushing up his sleeves. “You’ve forced my hand. I didn’t want to do this, but you’ve left me no choice.”
He took the remaining pages, a substantial stack and began to fold.
But this time, he didn’t stop at one sheet.
He kept adding more and more, connecting them together with interlocking folds until he had created something that could only be described as a monstrosity.
It was a paper boat the size of his torso!
It had multiple levels. It had what appeared to be paper cannons.
It even had a flag made from a torn strip of cloth!
“Mika.” Anya said slowly. “That’s not a boat. That’s a battleship.”
“Admiral Mika’s flagship, the HMS Definitely-Going-to-Win-This-Time.”
“You can’t name it that!”
“I just did.”
He placed the massive vessel in the stream with the gravity of a monarch launching a royal fleet.
And somehow, against all laws of physics and paper-folding, it floated!
It bobbed majestically down the stream, its paper cannons glistening in the crystal light.
Anya’s jaw dropped. “That’s…That’s cheating!”
“There are no rules in naval warfare.”
“My boat is going to be crushed!”
“All is fair in love and paper boat racing.”
The massive vessel caught up to Anya’s tiny boat and, as predicted, completely overwhelmed it.
Her elegant little craft was pushed aside, capsized, and swept away while the HMS Definitely-Going-to-Win-This-Time sailed on in triumph.
“I hate you.” Anya declared, but she was laughing. “I hate you so much.”
“No, you don’t.”
“…No, I don’t.” She threw her arms around him. “You’re the coolest person in the whole world, Mika.”
“I know.”
She laughed against his shoulder, and for a moment, the cavern didn’t feel so dark.
—
On another day—she had lost count of exactly which one—Mika announced that they would be having a theatrical performance.
“A what?”
“A play. I’ll be the actors. You’ll be the audience.”
“You’re going to act out an entire play by yourself?”
“Watch and learn, Lady Anya.”
He had scavenged scraps of fabric from the ruins—old curtains, torn bedsheets, a doctor’s coat that had seen better days.
These became his costumes.
And then, with Anya as his sole audience member, Mika performed.
“Once upon a time…” He began, his voice shifting into a theatrical narrator’s tone. “…in a kingdom surrounded by endless fields of flowers, there lived a princess who was very, very bored.”
“That’s me!” Anya called out. “I’m the princess!”
“Quiet in the audience, please.”
“Sorry!”
What followed was nothing short of theatrical genius.
Mika became the Princess first, wrapping a curtain around himself like a gown and speaking in a high, fluting voice that made Anya giggle uncontrollably.
“Oh, woe is me!” He cried, pressing the back of his hand to his forehead. “I am trapped in this terrible cavern with naught but crystals for company! If only a brave hero would come to my rescue!”
He ducked behind a rock, and when he emerged seconds later, he had transformed.
The curtain-gown was gone, replaced by the bedsheet-cape and the pipe-sword.
His voice dropped to a heroic baritone.
“Fear not, fair princess!” He declared, striking a pose. “I, Sir Mika the Incredibly Handsome and Humble, have come to save you!”
“So cool!” Anya called out.
The story unfolded with breathtaking speed.
The Knight fought the Wicked Burglar (played by Mika with a hunched back and a cackling laugh).
The Very Wise King (played by Mika with a makeshift crown of twisted wire) appeared to dispense questionable wisdom.
There was a dramatic sword fight that Mika performed entirely against himself, leaping back and forth between roles with such energy that Anya could almost believe there were two people on the stage.
Anya was also the perfect audience.
She gasped at the dramatic moments, booed at the villain and cheered when the Princess finally convinced everyone to sit down and talk out their differences instead of fighting.
“Bravo, Mika! Bravo!” She shouted when the play ended, clapping until her hands hurt.
Mika took a bow, sweating and exhausted but visibly pleased.
“Thank you, thank you. I’ll be here all week. Literally. I have nowhere else to go.”
“Another one! Please, Mika, do another one!”
So he did.
He performed a comedy about a king who couldn’t find his crown—it was on his head the whole time.
He performed a tragedy about a star-crossed romance between two crystals on opposite sides of the cavern.
He performed a mystery about a missing sock that turned out to have been stolen by a mischievous cave spirit.
By the end of the third play, Mika’s voice was hoarse and his body was trembling with exhaustion.
But Anya was beaming, her earlier tears forgotten, her eyes bright with joy.
“That was the best thing ever.” She declared. “You’re so—”
“WILL YOU TWO SHUT UP?!”
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