Read Novel Full Chapter 469: Aqua’s mindset as Tenebris Abyssus.
Chapter 469: Aqua’s mindset as Tenebris Abyssus.
"..." I look at Mommy. I don't understand my own situation. I just feel like everything around me should have its own logic that is slowly adjusting itself.
"Pandora, don't be so perverted!"
"Ah, don't be like that, Delphina! She was only born three days ago! She must be tired, look how she's sleeping!" Mommy says to my other mommy as I comprehend their names.
'Delphina and Pandora... Mommy...' I don't really understand what I am, I just understand that I was born from them. I hold the thing in front of me, biting and sucking on it while tasting something good that sates my immense hunger.
A feeling of emptiness is filled by this tasty liquid, although as I suck, I hear strange, wet sounds. I open my eyes, looking at my mommies, and stop sucking the liquid.
"Look how cute!" Mommy Pandora says as I look at Mommy Delphina. I release Mommy Pandora and try to get out of her arms. She lets me go and I get down, stepping onto the floor.
'Strange...' The floor is sticky. There's a sticky white liquid soaking everything around us. I start to walk with curiosity, about the environment and about myself.
I move a little away from my mommies and crouch down, poking the floor. I run my finger over it and put it in my mouth, but I immediately spit it out because I don't like the taste or the slimy feeling of this liquid on my tongue.
'Bitter... I don't like it...' It's not the delicious flavor of that liquid that comes from Mommy Pandora's chest. I hear a loud, wet sound and look back.
"Aaahhhnnn so rough, that's... r-right there!" Mommy Pandora makes a strange sound as she's thrown into this puddle of strange liquid by Mommy Delphina.
"Pandora, Aqua is right here..." Mommy Delphina says, looking at me.
"It doesn't matter, Delphina! She won't remember any of this! She's only three days old! So ignore her and let her explore our surroundings! Focus on me right now! Fuck me! Fuck me hard!" Mommy Pandora speaks in a honeyed tone as Mommy Delphina starts to move.
I see something coming out from inside Mommy Pandora as Mommy Delphina pulls her waist back, and then she shoves that thing I see back inside. Mommy Pandora lets out a strange sound as they repeat the movement.
Mommy Pandora has a foolish look on her face with her tongue hanging out and drooling. I see a liquid flowing from where the two are joined, and both mommies seem happy.
'...This is... humiliating...' I think as this word comes to my mind and I watch them. Immediately, my mind understands [I don't want to be like her]. Upon observing Mommy Pandora, my mind immediately understands that she is inferior.
I don't know what they are doing. My body tells me it's not yet my time to understand this, but my body seeks to understand the concept that truly matters in this situation.
And what matters is "Mommy Pandora is inferior, Mommy Delphina is superior." While Mommy Pandora makes strange, pained sounds, Mommy Delphina is the one on top. This gives me a feeling of admiration.
I admire Mommy Delphina, who seems grand, powerful, and strong from my perspective. Another thing I notice is the absence and presence of an organ.
Mommy Delphina has two large, thick organs that seem hard, which she uses to go in and out of Mommy Pandora. This organ also has a little sack underneath it. Meanwhile, Mommy Pandora doesn't have this; she is completely smooth in that area.
My mind, which doesn't fully comprehend this, simply judges that the one who has it is the part that should be dominant.
I look down, staring at my own body, and realize that unlike Mommy Pandora, who humiliates herself like this for Mommy Delphina, I have these organs, but mine are tiny and soft.
'They must grow when I get bigger... Well... so if I have this... it means I am superior...' I observe Mommy Delphina with the sole purpose of copying this grand being. My body understands that she is the best and that I, like her, should be the best.
Even though Mommy Pandora is my progenitor and I feel she is very important, I still understand that she is inferior, and as an inferior being, she should be beneath Mommy Delphina. Even their strength is different; Mommy Delphina is much stronger.
"..." I soon get bored. I've understood enough, and I don't want to watch Mommy Pandora humiliating herself anymore, so I wander around this empty place, exploring.
I look behind my body and notice I have a tail similar to Mommy Delphina's. I touch it for a moment until I understand it, and then I go back to wandering, looking around.
'A hole.' I see a hole full of this white liquid. It looks deep, so I just stay at the edge, but I don't go in. I smell the scent of both my mommies everywhere.
"GHhHHMMm Ahhhhh so goooood" I hear a loud sound that makes me look back, and I see Mommy Pandora's belly swelling, while white liquid comes out from inside her.
Mommy Pandora has tears on her face while seeming to enjoy it, and Mommy Delphina also looks satisfied, so I understand that this white liquid comes from inside Mommy Delphina's organ.
'Yuck... I put that in my mouth...' I feel a bit bothered by that, but the understanding comes to me that we use this to dominate inferior beings. I soon go back to the two of them, seeking more of that delicious liquid that comes from Mommy Pandora to sate my hunger.
I climb onto her lap and bite her chest, starting to suck. I don't want to hurt her, but I understand that Mommy Pandora is inferior, so she must give me her delicious liquid even if I hurt her.
Time seems to pass strangely for me because I'm bored, so I spend the days observing my mommies' interactions, and with that, my logic only grows stronger.
Mommy Pandora is always beneath Mommy Delphina. Mommy Pandora is the only one pinned against the floor, making sounds of pain and low moans. Mommy Pandora is the only one who humiliates herself the entire time.
This only solidifies what I believe: who is inferior and who is superior. And I know very well which side I'm on! I am superior. Mommy Pandora is currently only superior to me because I am new, weak, and was born from her.
But ignoring Mommy Pandora, when we meet others, I know that I am superior. I also noticed that Mommy Pandora humiliates herself even more when she thinks I'm sleeping, so I started pretending to be asleep to understand the dynamic between the two.
And to learn new things by observing Mommy Delphina. And now, Mommy Delphina holds me as I glance at Mommy Pandora.
Finally, Mommy Pandora came off of Mommy Delphina's organs, and I can observe it carefully. Her organ is quite large, bigger than I thought it would be. I'm surprised that two such large things were inside Mommy Pandora.
Besides, the shape is very... different. It has what look like hooks, and its color is a reddish pink, very different from mine. It seems my body is still very immature compared to Mommy Delphina's. I wonder if I'll become like that too when I grow up.
Furthermore, I learned new things! The place where the two organs were before was in Mommy Pandora's anus, and apparently it's something Mommy Pandora really likes, since she always made happy sounds whenever Mommy Delphina went in and out of her.
'In the mouth?' Mommy Pandora puts this thing in her mouth and starts licking and sucking it. I can hear the sucking sound as I look at Mommy Delphina, who seems to be enjoying it.
'So humiliating... this is something for someone so... inferior.' I look at Mommy Pandora with a new perception of the world. Her humiliating herself like this only shows that I was right to only copy Mommy Delphina.
I will never want to be someone as humiliating as Mommy Pandora. Mommy Pandora seems to enjoy humiliating herself like this. I guess it's right; inferior beings should only show joy and gratitude for receiving attention from superior beings like me and Mommy Delphina.
'...' I look at Mommy Delphina. Her joy is noticeable. I want to be happy like that too. It means I should get a girl like Mommy Pandora to make me happy in the future.
'A girl who humiliates herself for me! That's right, in the future I will have an inferior girl who humiliates herself with a smile for my happiness.' I see more of that white liquid coming out of Mommy Delphina's organ.
Mommy Pandora swallows it all with joy and a flushed face. She seems so happy with it that she doesn't let a single drop fall.
'Pathetic... so pathetic...' She looks so pathetic. It puts a strange smile on my face. I think I like seeing little inferior things looking so pathetic like that.
I'm not ashamed that she is my mother. I like Mommy Pandora. She seems strong, and my body feels that she is dangerous and an enemy I should never face in my life.
I am very proud of her, but being proud doesn't mean I approve of her way of acting. She is pathetic, inferior, and someone humiliating, but she is still my mother, whom I like very much.
'...' She takes her mouth off Mommy's organ, and when she meets my gaze, she gets nervous. I think of the words my mommies were using. I don't understand what they mean.
But one word resonates strongly in my mind [Perverted]. Mommy Delphina called Mommy Pandora 'perverted' many times, so it must be a word we use for inferior beings who humiliate themselves in that way.
"Mommy..." I try to speak. I've never tried to speak before. I understand the words, but speaking seems difficult.
"...Mommy..."
"P-p-p...p-pe...p-p-perv...Pervert..." I call her a pervert with a judgmental look. For my pathetic Mommy Pandora, who humiliates herself like this, I give her the honor of being the first one I call 'Mommy'.
"..." My two mommies get agitated as Mommy Pandora says many things, but I ignore it all, satisfied with everything I've learned during all this time of observation.
'I'm hungry... but that was fun.' I understand how the world works now. The world is made of inferior beings and superior beings, and those who are superior must be strong and powerful and subjugate the inferior beings.
And I am the one in the category of a superior being, so I must become powerful, subjugate someone who will happily humiliate themselves for me, and defend with tooth and nail everything I build in the future.
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Galaxy's Note!!
This chapter does NOT contain sexualization of minors. Aqua does not feel arousal nor understand sexual acts for what they are.
Her perspective represents only the primitive and distorted interpretation of power inherent to the species and the narrative, even before birth.
The scene exists to show the tyrannical and anomalous mind of Pandora's children, not to eroticize any situation.
I created this scene so readers can understand the perspective of a newborn of the Tenebris Abyssus race—that is, a being that doesn't understand complex concepts but already understands a great deal of everything around them!
And they use this knowledge to mold themselves and define their future path! I know well that the fact Aqua sees Pandora and Delphina having relations is a bit strange, but I hope you understand that they are Non-Human beings.
And in nature, it's natural to see "animals" that do this near their offspring! Besides, of course, this scene serves for you to already understand Aqua's character! She will be Eclipsya's Rival!!!
And this isn't a spoiler! It was obvious there would be rivalry among Pandora's children! And this rivalry will be quite relevant later on! Anyway, I just made this note so you don't misinterpret the scene! Since it involves a child and, well... the view of a sexual scene!
But it's clear in the work that at no point does Aqua understand what she sees or get excited; for her, everything she saw was two strong beings where one was dominant and the other was dominated, and for her savage mind, that's all that mattered.
Ah, and yes, all of Pandora's children are like this. They all understand and remember what they saw shortly after being born! So Pandora, who didn't know this, ended up unintentionally showing Aqua a scene that she undoubtedly will not forget, contrary to what Pandora initially thought.