Read Novel Full Chapter 1480: Go and beg him to let me go!(6000 words)
Chapter 1480: Go and beg him to let me go!(6000 words)
An image flashed across Ji Chenzhou’s mind. Na Ren had wrapped his arms around his neck, his eyes filled with deep affection. He shyly closed his eyes and kissed him on the lips. He was so passionate …
Ji Chenzhou could not help but shiver. He pushed Lu Kai away abruptly and looked at him. It was not that Ren …
Ji Chenzhou felt a headache. It was really funny. When had na Ren ever been so proactive to him …
How could he have that kind of passion? he would rather die than be with her.
It was really funny …
Ji Chenzhou didn’t understand why he kept thinking about Ren recently. The more he thought about it, the angrier he would feel. His heart would feel stifled and flustered. That feeling was very infuriating.
A person who would rather die than be with her, why would she think of him?
Lu Kai’s face was full of shock when he was suddenly pushed away. Ji Chenzhou clearly had a reaction, and his eyes were filled with infatuation. He clearly wanted Lu Kai, but how did he suddenly become so cold in an instant?
“”
“Put on your clothes, I’ll send you back!”
Ji Chenzhou glanced at Lu Kai’s disheveled clothes. His fair neck was slightly red because of his passion, and he had to admit that it was very alluring.
However, he was not interested in it. His mind was full of that Ren, that Ren …
It was a terrible feeling …
“Are you thinking of Ren again? he’s already dead. Dead, what are you thinking of him for? can’t you see me? Ji Chenzhou, I’ve loved you for so many years. Do you know that I’ve become a joke in Yun city? everyone says that I, Lu Kai, can’t compare to a dead man … Ji Chenzhou had been around for so many years, even a rock would be warm by now. How am I, Luke, lacking?”
Lu Kai had a bad temper, but he had never dared to show it to Ji Chenzhou. This was the first time in so many years that he had yelled at Ji Chenzhou because he felt too aggrieved …
He had already begged him to have him, so why was he still so cold …
Ji Chenzhou looked at Lu Kai, whose eyes were red and on the verge of tears. He knew of Lu Kai’s feelings for him, but he couldn’t force him to do this.
Even more so, he couldn’t take him. He and Lu Ming were good buddies, and if he slept with Lu Kai, he had to be responsible for him. It was fine if he couldn’t play with him.
Moreover, he hadn’t slept with him yet, and Lu Kai was stuck to him like a plaster. If he slept with him, he wouldn’t be able to get better.
Ji Chenzhou patted Lu Kai’s head. don’t cry. Even if you don’t have that kind of heart, it’s impossible between you and me. Don’t put your thoughts on me anymore.
Ji Chenzhou tidied up Lu Kai’s clothes for him. However, he could not button them properly, so he simply did not button them. For some reason, he could not say anything harsh to Lu Kai.
Perhaps it was because it was his birthday today, or perhaps it was because Lu Kai had been crying and shouting at him, or perhaps it was because he had mentioned Naren …
Ji Chenzhou helped Lu Kai put on his coat. This was the first time he had been so gentle to him.
Lu Kai looked at Ji Chenzhou greedily and cried even harder. He hugged Ji Chenzhou’s neck without a care and kissed him wildly.
Because she longed for this man too much, it was like she was possessed.
Ji Chenzhou actually did not push him away. Ji Chenzhou pursed his lips and refused to let Lu Kai kiss him. Lu Kai tried to pry Ji Chenzhou’s mouth open a few times, but to no avail. In the end, he bit his lips helplessly before releasing his hand in disappointment …
Ji Chenzhou, I’m only twenty-six years old this year. What’s the harm in waiting for you for another ten years? if that doesn’t work.. ‘ll wait for another twenty or thirty years. I’m only capable of this much …
Lu Kai sat there with tears on his face and blood at the corner of his mouth. His voice was very low.
Ji Chenzhou used the back of his hand to wipe the corner of his lips. Lu Kai had bitten quite hard, so there was quite a lot of blood.
Ji Chenzhou felt unusually stifled when he heard Lu Kai’s words. He could not respond to his feelings.
Over the years, Lu Ming had tried to persuade Lu Kai countless times and used all sorts of methods, but he could not make him give up.
Lu Ming had also said that his brother’s greatest achievement in life was his stubbornness towards Ji Chenzhou.
Ji Chenzhou tugged at Lu Kai’s arm and pulled him out.
Now, he just wanted to send him back as soon as possible and then go home. Only when he went home and listened to his father scold him, little seven and little nine fighting madly, the Knight eating and laughing foolishly, and his baby whining for a hug, did he feel at ease …
When they walked out of the restaurant, Ji Chenzhou pulled Lu Kai into the car. However, Lu Kai refused to get in.
Ji Chenzhou was a little angry. Lu Kai had drunk, so he had to send him home to prevent any problems from occurring if he left on his own.
When Lu Kai was recruiting people, a casual look from him would make men’s hearts race, and they were naturally like wild cats.
Ji Chenzhou, I don’t need your concern … Lu Kai felt wronged. Now that he was drunk, he started to mess around.
As the top two buttons of his shirt were not buttoned, his beautiful collarbones were revealed as he shook off Ji Chenzhou.
That kind of casual style was really something that women could not compare to …
“Stop it, let’s go home!”
Ji Chenzhou’s head was throbbing, and he was feeling extremely frustrated.
The corner of her lips was still aching. Lu Kai’s bite had indeed hurt.
I’m not going back, I’m not going back, I’m not going back. Ji Chenzhou, you bastard …
Lu Kai pointed at Ji Chenzhou and shouted, ” why Don’t You Want Me? why Don’t You Want Me. ”
Okay, okay, okay. I’m a bastard. Ancestor, can you f * cking stop? ”
Ji Chenzhou was really losing his patience. He stepped forward, grabbed Lu Kai’s arm, and pulled him into the car with considerable force.
Ji Chenzhou, be gentler. It hurts … Lu Kai had never been treated like this before, and he was about to cry again.
“You’re still f * cking in pain. Look at how you bit me.”
Ji Chenzhou wasn’t afraid of pain, but the corner of his mouth was hurting badly.
“Who asked you to … Then, to me …” Lu Kai’s heart ached for Ji Chenzhou. He didn’t know why he had dared to bite him.
If he had let him kiss her, he would not have bitten him …
No matter how he looked at it, it sounded as if Ji Chenzhou had wanted to force a kiss on Lu Kai, and he had bitten Ji Chenzhou because he had not allowed it …
Not far away, the window of a car was open. The person in the car was wearing a cap. He listened to the conversation between the two people and a faint smile appeared on his face …
This smile only slowly disappeared when Ji Chenzhou’s car tail lights disappeared from sight.
Following that. her expression turned into a wooden arc. Ji Chenzhou …
It was a soft mumble filled with endless complicated emotions.
It was a cool night in the cemetery.
In front of the piano-shaped tombstone, a thin figure stood for a long time.
“Is it good? Mengmeng, you’re the one who’s willing to eat them.”
There were many exquisite cakes placed in front of the grave, a bowl of cold fish soup noodles, and a bowl of meatball soup that tan Meng did not drink on the day of her death …
Under the cap was a handsome face. Na Ren’s hand gently touched tan Meng’s photo, and the corners of his eyes gradually became wet.
The image of tan Meng smiling appeared in Naren’s mind.
“Did the meatball soup that brother Nan made for you taste good?”
Tan Meng was a little foodie, but she didn’t get fat no matter how much she ate.
“You must be missing brother Nan … Just wait a little longer, I’ll bring him to see you, okay? he can’t …”
Ren’s eyes were filled with anticipation and pain as he spoke.
Ren only straightened his body when his phone rang.
Mengmeng, I’ll come to see you again next time. Next time, I’ll bring my treasures and Knights to let you see them …
He thought that tan Meng would definitely want to see the child. She would definitely want to see such a cute child.
When na Ren drove back home, Chang Qing came out to welcome him.
“That person is making trouble again. Master Xiu didn’t eat lunch!”
Chang Qing saw that Ren’s eyes were slightly red. He must have cried.
“Tell the kitchen to prepare some food. I’ll go and see brother Nan first.”
Ren lightly patted Chang Qing, knowing that he was feeling sorry for Lord Xiu again.
When na Ren walked into Qin Nan’s room, the floor was in a mess.
Qin Nan didn’t die. This news made na Ren cry for a long time. However, when he saw Qin Nan, he was in so much pain that he couldn’t cry.
Qin Nan’s legs could no longer move. He had become a cripple. He was so passionate about sports, and he loved to run and jump, but he could only sit in a wheelchair. To Qin Nan, this was worse than death.
Recalling that day, when he was about to assassinate the president, two presidents actually appeared …
Two people who looked almost identical got out of the car.
Na Ren had heard that the leaders of many countries had substitutes …
Which one of the two was he going to kill?
He only had one chance. Once one of them fell, his sniping position would be exposed.
And he was likely to kill the wrong person …
However, this was something he had planned for a long time. The president’s visit was a rare opportunity, and he knew that he could not give it up.
The scene of his parents ‘tragic deaths kept appearing in his mind. He had to kill his enemies with his own hands.
Otherwise, everything he had done by feigning his death would have been in vain …
It was no longer possible between him and Ji Chenzhou. If he were to be with him, he would feel guilty towards his parents. If he knew that she had the intention to kill his father, he would not forgive herself.
At this point, he had to get his revenge.
In the end, he chose the president who had more bodyguards. When he pulled the trigger, he hesitated. After all, it was a probability shot.
It didn’t hit the head as expected, but it hit the body …
When the alarm went off, na Ren retreated as fast as he could.
He definitely couldn’t be caught. If Ji Chenzhou found out that he was the one who killed his father, he would hate himself, but at the same time, he would be in great pain. He didn’t want him to suffer.
After the sensational presidential assassination case, master Xiu went to find Ren …
The president didn’t die. Ren’s gun had hit the body double. He was saved in time and his life wasn’t in danger. Of course, the public wouldn’t know about the body double. They only knew that their President was lucky to have survived the assassination attempt.
Ren Cai had found out about this when master Xiu had found him.
At the same time, na Ren also knew that Qin Nan was still alive.
At that time, it was Grandpa Xiu who had concealed the news that Qin Nan was still alive …
Qin Nan had almost died. The doctor said that he wouldn’t be able to live for more than a few days and his legs couldn’t move.
At that time, master Xiu was only worried that Ren wouldn’t be able to bear Qin Nan’s current situation and would blame himself in pain. Then, he would bear the pain of Qin Nan’s death.
Rather than this, it was better to let him believe that Qin Nan was dead. It was better than being tortured for such a long time.
Everything would fade away with time …
Later on, Qin Nan survived, but Ren ‘died’. ..
Fortunately, master Xiu had analyzed that it was not normal for the president to be assassinated at this time.
Sure enough, they found Scarface Chen. Under his interrogation, they found out that na Ren was still alive and that the person who assassinated the president was na Ren.
Only then did master Xiu understand the entire matter.
At that time, Ren had said that he didn’t care about the past and that the past was the past. Master Xiu had thought that Ren was such a sentimental person. How could he not care about the death of his parents?
How could she live with Ji Chenzhou in peace?
So he had his own plan …
This child …
Qin Nan watched as Ren walked in. The bodyguard who was guarding the place nodded at him and walked out.
She called out softly, ” that Ren …
When na Ren heard Qin Nan’s voice, his heart ached.
“Brother Nan, what do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you …”
Ren didn’t bother with the wolves on the ground and took the opportunity to walk over.
It had been five years. Brother Nan’s legs had been recovering, but he could barely stand up and still could not walk …
Ren, please go and beg him to let me go. I don’t want to stay here, I don’t want to …
Qin Nan was still as handsome as before, but he was very thin and his complexion was not good.
“Brother Nan, master Xiu won’t allow it. You know his temper.”
Na Ren squatted beside Qin Nan’s legs, his voice hoarse.
It was all because of him that brother Nan had become like this and could no longer stand up.
Qin Nan had a lively and active personality. If you let him sit in a wheelchair all day long, and even when he went to the toilet, he had to be carried and placed on the toilet bowl, for one or two days …
It had been five years, and his temper had become more and more irritable as he looked at his crippled leg.
It wasn’t that he wanted to lose his temper, but he couldn’t control his emotions.
He really had enough of such a life …
Especially that man’s attitude towards him, it made him want to escape from this place.
He didn’t want his pity, he didn’t want it, he didn’t want it …
I don’t know, I don’t know. I have nothing to do with him. He can’t lock me up, he can’t …
Qin Nan hit his numb legs. He didn’t want to become disabled because he saved that Ren. In order to compensate him. master Xiu …
This was not the love he wanted. No, he would rather die than be compensated.
“Brother Nan, don’t be like this. Master Xiu will lose his temper again if he sees you.”
Ren did not know what master Xiu meant to brother Nan, but every time brother Nan beat him with his legs, he would get angry. Once, he even hit brother Nan.
Na Ren had asked master Xiu before if he was treating Qin Nan like this because he had crippled Qin Nan’s legs.
At that time, master Xiu only said one sentence, ” that child is quite good …
Ren couldn’t figure out what Lord Xiu meant by that.
It had been five years, and that Ren only knew that master Xiu had not looked for a woman again …
then let him do it. He can just kill me …
When Qin Nan liked Grandpa Xiu in the past, he was very afraid of him. That kind of fear was that even if he was thick-skinned and stayed here, he would still be short of breath when he saw him.
But now, he dared to throw things and shout in front of master Xiu, because he just wanted to leave.
He didn’t want to live such a life anymore. He would rather leave this place and live on his own.
He even thought about dying, but master Xiu sent bodyguards to guard him, and master Xiu even slept in the same bed with him at night …
The man would wake up whenever he moved. His sharp senses made Qin Nan suspect that he was not sleeping at all.
He couldn’t die even if he wanted to. It had been so many years, and he had had enough.
Looking at Ren’s guilty eyes, he kept doing rehabilitation exercises. However, it had been more than four years and there was no improvement at all. He had had enough of repeating those few movements every day, knowing that he could no longer walk …
Yet, he was still telling himself over and over again that a miracle might happen.
“Brother Nan, don’t be like this. I’m uncomfortable with you being like this … It’s all my fault …”
For five years, na Ren had been by Qin Nan’s side. When he saw that Qin Nan could not move, he blamed himself.
Brother Nan would not have become like this if he had not saved him …
Ren, I won’t allow you to say that again. It has nothing to do with you. I’d rather I get injured or die than let anything happen to you. You’ve already suffered so much. You can’t suffer that kind of fate anymore. It’s my own problem. I don’t want him to pity me. I don’t need …
Qin Nan held that Ren’s face. Even if he was given a thousand or ten thousand choices, he would still choose to push that Ren away and save him, without any hesitation …
Ren didn’t know that his pain wasn’t just because he couldn’t move his legs, but also because of some things that he couldn’t speak of.
“Brother Nan, brother Nan …”
Ren hugged Qin Nan’s waist and cried. To have such a brother, his life was worth it.
No matter how hard his life was, he would not feel that it was hard. He would rather the heavens take away his legs so that brother Nan could stand up again.
“Brother Nan, don’t mess around with master Xiu. In the past few years, no matter how much trouble you make, master Xiu never let you go. No one can change his decision.”
Naren had said this to Qin Nan many times, but it was useless.
In the past, he already knew that Qin Nan was a coward.
When they first met, Qin Nan’s mother called him and asked him if he was wearing long johns in fall. Qin Nan clearly wasn’t wearing them, but he told his mother.
No one knew better than his mother. Qin Nan’s mother said that he didn’t wear it, but Qin Nan lied through his teeth and said that he did. The mother and son talked on the phone for over two hours.
After hanging up the phone, Ren asked him, ” why are you so cowardly? you’re clearly not wearing it, yet you say you’re wearing it.
Qin Nan asked him in return, was this a taxi?
Ren felt that this was a sign of fear.
Now, na Ren once again witnessed Qin Nan’s stubbornness and cowardice.
In the past few years, he had quarreled with master Xiu almost every two or three days just to leave.
Master Xiu’s temper was not good, but when it came to Qin Nan’s tantrum, he would at most yell at him and then sulk. There was nothing else.
That day, when Qin Nan asked for ice cream, master Xiu immediately ordered people to buy a lot for him.
At that time, Ren had thought that perhaps master Xiu didn’t just pity Qin Nan, but there was something else.
Even though Chang Qing said it was impossible, Ren still hoped that there really were some other feelings.
Master Xiu was already 39 years old this year. Although he still looked like he was 30 years old and there were no traces of the passage of time, his age was still there.
Naren really hoped that master Xiu would have a companion by his side, a companion that he truly liked and found interesting …
Master Xiu doted on him so much and always said that he had experienced too much pain, but that Ren had said it countless times.
It was because he had met master Xiu that he had been living a happy life. Master Xiu had never let him suffer, pampered him, and gave him all the good things.
The one who was truly suffering was master Xiu. He was an orphan since he was young, and he was able to get to where he was today because of a knife and a robbery. He should be the one who should have someone’s heart ache for him …
When master Xiu came in with a tray, he looked at the mess on the ground and frowned. He said to the people behind him, ” clean it up.
The servants were used to this kind of scene, so they cleaned up silently and quickly.
Master Xiu glanced at na Ren and said, ” go and eat. The kitchen has prepared your favorite dishes today.
Ren knew that master Xiu wanted him to leave. Qin Nan also said, ” let’s go eat!
Then, she turned her head to look out of the window, her hands twisted together.
Na Ren sighed slightly, stood up and left.
He really hoped that master Xiu and brother Nan could be together. He believed that brother Nan would make master Xiu happy.
Brother Nan was so good. He would treat master Xiu very well.
As na Ren lay on the bed, Ji Chenzhou’s face and the wound on the corner of his lips appeared in his mind. Even though he was a distance away, he could still see it clearly.
That was from Luke’s bite …
Ji Chenzhou coaxed Lu Kai to go home …
Ren slowly closed his eyes. Lu Kai and Ji Chenzhou were not bad either …
There would always be someone by his side. She was already dead, so he would always find someone.
Moreover, he was a person who had lost a part of his memory. It was good to live like this.
If he hadn’t gone to see Mengmeng today, he wouldn’t have taken a step out of the villa. All these years, he had never left the villa except to visit Mengmeng at the cemetery. Dead people couldn’t go out.
Yun city was very big, but he still bumped into Ji Chenzhou’s car on the road and followed him to the restaurant. He saw him bringing Lu Kai out for a meal and how he patiently coaxed Lu Kai …
There was also Luke’s disheveled clothes, the bite at the corner of his mouth, and what they had done …
That Ren slowly closed his eyes. That Ren should not think about it anymore.
He would have the chance to assassinate the president after this, but he knew that he would never be able to pull the trigger again.
He had regretted it the moment he had thrown the gun. Ji Chenzhou had lost his mother, but he could not let him lose his father as well …
Fortunately, he had missed the shot, or Ren would have been in more pain.
Master Xiu had said that since she didn’t want to take revenge, she should return to Ji Chenzhou’s side!
However, Ren knew that he couldn’t. He and Ji Chenzhou would never be together again.
He couldn’t be with the son of his enemy. Otherwise, how would he have the face to see his parents who had died a tragic death after his death? not avenging them was already the greatest unfilial act he had.
Naren fell asleep in a daze. He hadn’t slept well all these years and always woke up in a daze.
In a daze, he heard someone knocking on the door. He opened his eyes and found that it was already dawn. He looked at the time on the wall and it was already ten O ‘clock …
He got off the bed to open the door. Chang Qing was standing at the door. Ji Chenzhou is here. Master Xiu told you not to come out!
Chang Qing saw that Ren didn’t look very well, and he knew that he didn’t sleep well last night.
Na Ren was still in a daze, but when he heard that Ji Chenzhou had arrived, his entire body immediately stiffened.
All these years, Ji Chenzhou had never been here because he did not have any memories of them being in love. Why would he suddenly come today? could it be that he knew that he was not dead?