Chapter 1927 - 1921: Too Far Away
Chapter 1927: Chapter 1921: Too Far Away
Don’t say Qin Huaihe doesn’t know anything about it, Qin Xue wouldn’t believe it even if you beat her to death, and it’s been so many years already, there’s no point in pursuing it further, is there? Time has passed and things can’t return to the way they were, so what’s the point in being tangled up in it?
"Is your mother still blaming me?" Qin Huaihe stepped back mournfully after hearing his daughter’s words.
"No, my mom has never said anything to us, on the contrary, she has never spoken a word about her past, not even my dad knows how she lived before, yet my dad is still so good to my mom, never fussing over her past. Do you think I could do without a father like that?" Qin Xue almost wanted to laugh.
This man is nominally her father, but in reality, she knows nothing about the situation. However, judging by how much Qin Lei cares for Nangong Shulan, his love is no less than that of the so-called father in front of her. In contrast, she feels Qin Lei’s love is more giving and tolerant. Otherwise, Nangong Shulan wouldn’t have accepted him years later, resulting in the birth of her sister Qin Jiale.
They all think Qin Xue knows nothing about it, but unfortunately, Qin Xue has guessed some of it. Don’t forget she’s a doctor and has studied psychology; she can deduce a lot of information from their actions and words. It’s just a matter of whether or not she wants to know—if she wants to, she can learn some of it.
"Qin Xue, are you blaming me for not fulfilling a father’s responsibilities?" Qin Huaihe asked Qin Xue heavily.
"Wrong, since I’ve never expected anything, how could there be blame? You really don’t need to care too much, let some things that have happened simply go, live your life well, treat your wife and daughter well, they need you more. I’m heading back, hoping that how things were before is how they will be in the future, which is good for everyone. Otherwise, in the end, it will be two families who are hurt. Do you think I’m right?" Qin Xue said lightly, then walked towards home.
Watching Qin Xue’s figure grow more distant, Qin Huaihe fell into deep thought. He knew Qin Xue was right, but these things have weighed on his mind for over twenty years, it’s not something he can just let go of, especially when his own daughter knows who she is.
He didn’t know how Qin Xue could remain so calm, as if he really was a stranger, unable to stir her emotions.
In this aspect, this daughter is neither like her mother nor like him, really he doesn’t know whom she resembles.
If Qin Xue knew, she would definitely laugh dryly; she’s already changed to Ruirui, how could she have strong emotions. She has no feelings for this so-called father, and she has never yearned for this familial bond, where would the sadness and disappointment come from?
In her past life, even when her scumbag father and her indifferent mother treated her poorly, she never longed for paternal love, not to mention now having Qin Lei as a father by her side as her family.
"Dad, Mom is out, why are you standing outside and not coming in?" Ying heard from her aunt that her father had arrived, but had not seen him after such a long time, so she came out to see if he was still there, only to find her father standing outside alone, gazing into the distance, lost in thought.
This kind of father is something Ying has never seen before; she feels this kind of father is far away from her, as if she never knew him, this feeling is really too eerie, making her feel very uncomfortable.