Read Novel Full Chapter 559: Between Goddess and Monster, The Creator of a Universe
Chapter 559: Between Goddess and Monster, The Creator of a Universe
"Urgh... disgusting people," I mutter, rolling my eyes as I sit down in a chair, drinking a cup of hot chocolate. My universe now has chocolate for its inhabitants, so I’m testing the flavor and texture.
I hadn’t expected Hana to guess my identity. For the first few seconds, it was shocking, but surprisingly, it didn’t matter as much as I would have thought. Maybe because I really have nothing to do with that past anymore.
It’s like seeing and talking about another being that doesn’t matter. It didn’t truly irritate me. In fact, I felt absolutely nothing about the fact that all the heroes finally knew who I was.
"Who would’ve thought... it’s just become tedious..." All the heroes are trapped forever inside that reality bubble. I built a special mansion in the city to be Number 1’s house, where she’ll govern the place in a more organized way.
In the end, that school will only be attended by inhabitants of this universe who want to torture the heroes for their own personal satisfaction. They’ve been erased from everything that exists outside that bubble.
"Hmm... I wonder if they’ve ever truly regretted it, now that they know." I stir the chocolate with a spoon, knowing that probably most of them will never regret it.
And even if, by chance, they did regret it, it wouldn’t matter, because I wouldn’t release them from here. It’s just genuinely tedious to have to waste time on this.
’I guess it’s better this way. Dwelling on the past doesn’t help.’ I think I’ll just ignore this. They’re in there, being tortured for eternity. I’ve already had my revenge, and I don’t need to waste even a single second thinking about them.
’Yeah... it’s better this way. I’m not going back to that school unless I really need to for some reason.’ I stretch out in the chair, finishing my drink.
’The taste is what I remember, so I guess it’s good.’ I look at the various inhabitants of my universe walking around. They seem pretty lively, happy, and excited about many of the new things that exist.
’A universe so peaceful... it’s almost strange...’ Violence here is absurdly common, yet, ironically, this place is more peaceful than anywhere I’ve ever been before.
It’s almost a utopia. Because there’s no death, violence between them is tolerable, acceptable, and even permitted and used as entertainment. And overall, most are pretty respectful of each other.
I expected my universe to be much more chaotic, since they were all based on me, but they manage to be more civilized than I am.
"Oh, Goddess!! You’re here!!" A small Pandora, probably around 150 centimeters tall, appears and speaks to me, showing courage since most just watch me from a distance.
She’s wearing a cute little black and pink dress, and overall gives off a little princess vibe, even more so with the black gloves she has on.
Her eyes are a deep red, though lighter than the other inhabitants’, and her tail is small and almost fluffy, not having the long length that we all generally have.
"You are?"
"I am your most worthy Number 3!!" she says, all politely, bowing slightly to me.
’Number 3...’ The numbers indicate their position quite a bit. Although, in general, the numbers are based primarily on the order they were born in this universe, so it’s more of a hierarchy based on the firstborn having more general authority than those born later.
"You’re audacious... have a seat. Is there something you want to talk to me about?" I’m just taking a look at the new things I’ve added to this universe, using it as a little break.
The Abyss is so dense and chaotic that I decided to use some time here to unwind, but I’ll go back to the Abyss soon. If I spend too much time here, the brief connection between this place and the Abyss will destabilize, and time will no longer be adjusted, which could mean a lot of time might have passed in the Abyss.
For now, in the Abyss, at most, about three to five days have passed. It’s a shame I don’t have enough power yet to stabilize both for longer.
"I came to bask in your presence, Goddess, and to thank you for expanding my domain."
"Huh?"
"Oh, you’re the owner of that ugly, all-pink house?"
"U-ugly? I-I mean, y-yes, that’s me..." She practically yells, startled, when I call that pink thing ugly, but then she realizes she almost shouted and contains herself.
’So that’s a house? I thought it was some kind of psychological torture place, with all that pink and cute stuff... Urgh, is it serious that somewhere in my existence, that exists?’ Everyone here was based on me before they had their souls.
Now that each one here has their own souls, they’ll have desires, attitudes, and emotions different from the standard pattern developed based on me. But the things from before were all still based on me.
In other words, Number 3’s strange desire for cute and pink things came from somewhere within me.
’Why did Number 1 and Number 3 inherit such weird traits from me?’ Number 1 also has strange things she picked up from me, like her blind, submissive adoration. Unlike the normal worship everyone here has, Number 1 is like a submissive masochist who loves doing everything I ask like a little puppy.
Which I know came mainly from my masochistic desire to be dominated, like when Mikael dominates me and I like it.
The lower the number, the more traits they inherited from my existence. So from Number 1 to Number 100 are probably the inhabitants with the most tastes and interests based on me.
"I hope you enjoy it. I expanded that place a little, thinking it was... well, forget it. If it’s fine with you, then there’s nothing more to say about it." I could have sworn it was a torture place.
"Goddess, I’m curious. Why did you expand the universe so much this time?"
"...My mother is coming to visit this place. I have to make everything perfect for her."
"Oh!! The Goddess’s mother!! She will certainly be very well received, don’t worry!" Number 3 smiles charmingly.
"Yeah..."
"You seem frustrated, Goddess. Did I say something wrong?"
"No... I’m just sexually frustrated." I say irritably, running my finger along the rim of the cup. Without Delphina, Mikael, or Grimm, unbelievably, I can’t seem to find sexual satisfaction anymore.
It turns out that being used as a toy in the Abyss made me evolve. It made me stronger and brought me closer to the powerful existence I am now. However, I adapted to the extreme of something sexual, so lust without purpose feels monotonous.
I know that if it were lust with Zephyra, for example, I would enjoy it. But masturbation, for instance, has lost all its fun appeal.
’I guess that’s it. I grew up... I’m not a horny teenager anymore...’ I remember when I was younger. Good times, when masturbation was a delicious novelty and I did it constantly, to the point of competing with Kaelith.
Almost every night, I would take at least some time to pleasure myself. Now, that feels so distant. I grew up, and sexual interest in general has cooled down.
’Maybe because I’m a mother...’ My body no longer sees as much need to have children. I undeniably fulfill the purpose of all monsters: survive, kill, destroy, and reproduce.
I’ve already done, and still do, all of those four things. So, as a monster, my purpose in life has been fulfilled. What’s left is mainly my purpose as a goddess.
’Am I more monster or more goddess nowadays?’ I can’t say, but I think I’ve become more of a goddess than a monster at this point.
"I see. So, Goddess, you’ve transcended too much between the sides to feel satisfied. I don’t know if I’m the best to advise you, but I believe you’ll feel better when you fully cross over to the other side!" Number 3 speaks with a smile.
’Fully cross over to the other side...’ I stare at her. She gave some pretty clever advice.
"Yes... maybe that’s it." I need to become a goddess completely. It seems the era of the Monstrous Pandora, who only needed revenge, has come to an end. And it’s time for the Divine Pandora to take her place and control the reins of our desires.
After all, the monstrous Pandora who only needed revenge has already played her part. Everyone has to mature sometime and abandon what holds us back. Revenge was always a chain.
And I’ve already had my revenge. Fighting Elysia isn’t even so much about revenge because, ironically, Elysia practically never did anything to me in general before. It’s more about eliminating someone who wants to eliminate me because we are both threats to each other.
"Yeah... I guess I can’t run from the responsibility anymore. Thank you for your words." I thank Number 3, determined to fully embrace the role of a deity.
"Kyaa?! G-Goddess?" I grab Number 3, placing her on the table and spreading her legs into an M shape.
"I’m giving you a little treat. I thought of this as a great gift because you’ll have the honor of being the one to have the first sexual contact with my more responsible current version." I duck my head under her cute dress, reaching her adorable pink panties.
"G-Goddess, p-please... A-aaahh..." She moans when I lick the fabric, feeling her tight little slit. She gets completely wet from just that.
I move my tongue along the sides, pushing her panties aside, while she moans, melting in pleasure.
"G-Goddess!!! Goddess!! I-I’m gonna cum!! I’m gonna cuuum!!! Hyaaa!!" She cums when I thrust my tongue inside her cute little folds. It’s kind of funny how everyone here is so weak to any sexual activity with me.
"..." I pull away from her, licking my lips while she has weak spasms on the table, practically passed out from pleasure. I pick up the spoon from the cup and stick it into her little pussy as a small keepsake, since it’s the spoon I used.
’Yeah... this is really boring... sexual activities with most people really don’t even get me excited anymore.’ I move away from her, going back to walking through my universe to see more things, leaving Number 3 incapacitated on the table.
It’s a real shame. She’s a cute and adorable girl, but she’s not exciting enough for me to feel lust for her.
"Hmm..." I walk calmly through the streets, thinking about what magic it would be interesting to try and create to train with my sister.
’Soon, you’ll be stable enough to receive my mother...’ I touch a wall of a building, happy that my universe is getting better and better. Very soon, I will fulfill my mother’s desire for freedom.
"Get ready, Elysia, because I’m coming to see you very soon. So please, don’t disappoint me~"